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Unintended Astral Projection Concerns

 

First I'll begin with the experiences that I've had over my lifetime. As a child I went to a neighbors house to play, and sensed that the intentions of the child I was playing with were to do something harmful to me. I don't know that it was a real psychic experience, but I had a very strong sense of something evil.

I went to a cousins house for Christmas. My cousin got a train set. I dreamed that I was playing with the train set. The next morning my cousin was very mad that I had been playing with his train set in the middle of the night. He swore that he saw me playing with his train set in the middle of the night. I had no conscious memory of waking up or physically playing with his train set.

I was with a friend, and he asked me to guess what card he had in his hand. I guessed at least partly correct 13 times in a row. He stopped after that because it scared him.

I woke up one night and felt like I had just dropped out of the air back down onto my bed, like I had been up in the air. There have been times when I woke up on my back, with my body very straight, and my arms crossed over my chest. I never sleep on my back, and it's a very strange position for me to be sleeping in.

Once I was sleeping, and suddenly became conscious, but still asleep. I felt a ball of energy inside of me, it seemed harmless and neutral, but it was there without my knowledge and without me asking for it. I considered it an unwanted intrusion. In my spirit I suddenly grabbed the ball of energy and tried to hold it. It struggled, squirmed and got away from me by shifting its shape and slipping out from my grasp. I was angry that something was influencing me without my conscious knowledge and told God I never wanted any spirit entering me again.

I was at a family gathering at a restaurant, at the salad bar. An aunt and I were the only ones at the salad bar. Suddenly I knew she was going to die. 2 days later she died of a stroke. I never said anything to her. I didn't know what I was supposed to do with this knowledge.

There was a family gathering at the house. Everyone was in the dining room. I walked from the living room, through the dining room and into the kitchen. I knew that someone in that room was going to die. I went into the kitchen and prayed about what I was supposed to do. I felt no reason to say anything. I thought my grandmother was going to die. The next day someone in the room had an abortion.

I was walking through a cemetery and felt like some evil spirit was trying to take control of me. I did say anything, but had to really put a lot of energy and will power into resisting.

I watched a horror movie at a friend's house, and that night felt like I had to really fight to keep bad thoughts out of my mind. I don't know that it was psychic, but I feel like I'm sensitive to thoughts and images influencing my mind.

Now comes the really embarrassing and troubling problem. I feel like I can project my sexual thoughts to people I know. I once had sexual thoughts about a friend's wife, and a few days later he said to me that he didn't know how I did that, but if I did it again, he would kill me.

I didn't ask for any of this. If I do have some kind of psychic powers I don't see any real use for them as I have experienced them.

My life is very frustrating and I have a lot of anger inside of me. My concern is unintended consequences on innocent people. I'm really very angry that God seems to be keeping us in state of being influenced and affected by these things, but we are in a state of struggling to understand and know what is going on. It's like doing an experiment on a rat, and the rat has no idea what is being done to it. I have no idea how these experiences came to be, what it means, where the power or ability comes from or what can be done about it or with it. So I feel like knowledge is intentionally being withheld from me and I'm intentionally being kept in ignorance.

I'm looking for answers.

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astralprecog (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-06-19)
Thank you so much for posting this, I identify with everything you wrote. Especially the part about being angry and struggling to understand/know what's going on. I just want answers too, I've dedicated so much of my life (not to mention the 'sacrifice' of having a 'normal' life) I just want to understand myself and my gifts more than anything, not just because it would be cool but to have the satisfaction of knowing (not just believing) that I'll be able to make a difference with it one day. *sigh* I absolutely love Ladfyhawke's advice, I'm going to write that down and practice it daily actually. Thank you again for posting this, and thank you Ladfyhawke for your awesome comment!
GreaterGood (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-16)
Thank you to everyone who commented. I'm sorry that I didn't respond earlier. "Spirited-Away" asked whether I have dreams of fighting evil. No, I can't say that I do. I wish I could do something to get rid of evil. I hope there will not be a hell, but that all evil and suffering will be nullified. I've been watching some shows on the science channels about houses having spirits in them, and it's very interesting to me in the sense that I want to understand what goes on.
Ladfyhawke, I like your suggestion about swimming and doing it to exhaustion. I spend a lot of time in my own little thought world, detached from reality, and today I was fantasizing about what I would be like if I could be very physically fit, and be a mentor to children. In my fantasy, I imagined doing things to exhaustion, and telling people to give everything they have, until there is nothing left. For some reason that thought really, really impacted me. I felt very emotional. I don't know why that thought moved me. Maybe it has something to do with sacrifice, being willing to give everything you have. I would gladly do that if it meant something good would come out of it. That thought of giving everything I have feels like some kind of divine truth; like an opening into a perfect dimension. The problem is, I loose these enlightened revelations to the everyday struggle of life.
I don't want to fight in a way to hurt, but I would rather neutralize, stop, and restrain in order to teach, redirect and reform destructive intentions. I would like to be powerful enough to stop and restrain a destructive force without harming. The image of fighting and war just naturally goes to killing and injuring, but I don't think that is the solution. But to be able to stop and restrain without hurting would take incredible power. Power should not be misused, I hope that I will understand how to not misuse anything and be able to control it. Maybe it wouldn't take incredible power, maybe it would just be a matter of redirecting the power of the force coming against me.
I feel like I've gone right to the edge of good and evil, and maybe that's what it takes to understand.
Again, thank you for the comments, is there someway to get an email alert when someone posts a comment?
martha (5 stories) (89 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-04-04)
OK, so happy to hear that other people including myself never like to sleep on their backs, yippy... So not a cookoo-bird,i am afraid too due to paralysis not a fan of feeling frozen in time... I find when I do catch myself on my back my arms are positioned up and back straight above my head an feels comfortable at the time but I often wonder why when I am on my back I find my arms in a strange position like a flying position ex- (superman) ha! Almost like a submission feeling when I wake up also my arms feel heavy and sore! A mystery?
Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-04-04)
out of all the people the post everyday on this site,
So far you have been the closest with what I am going
Through. Like you, there is NO WAY! I would intentionally sleep in my back, the reason for this is
Because I feel so vulnerable and I can easly astral project without even trying... It just doesn't feel right. I can also predict upcoming death, and like you I don't feel the need to tell that person or family member of that person, there was ONLY one time that I felt the necessary to tell someone and that was my mom, when I felt my gradma was ready to move on and at the end she thanks me for giving her the chance to with be with her on her last hours 😊. I also get evil thoughs and trust me, this are not yours though at all *well in my case, I can tell you, their not* everyday of our life, we are tempted to do evil and is up to us to either fell for it or fight it. When you are having this though, just laught at it, with your inner voice tell them, they have no power over you and just tell it to go AWAY!, it has worked for me and I rarely get evil though 😆.

Question...do you have dreams of fightin evil like
Demon, evil spirted ect...?
Ladfyhawke (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-04-04)
I am sure many will write to you and give you lots to think about. My part in this is just to read what will take you towards your goal, to understand. The next time you feel someone is going to die, give them love, and help them get ready to go. Are there any un finished words between loved ones, or unresolved conflicts to mend. You can reach into thier life with sometimes just a few well chosen words to give them a hint of change. The baby given back could have been blessed, encouraged to find another way in and hope that all can resolve thier lessons with however long it takes to do that... You have time on your hands and your focus should be towards service... Whether with hands or heart, there is much that a tuned individual can do to help others (and themselves) find hope or direction in a very challenging reality like this. Your anger can be reinterpretted as a warriors drive. Unfocused energy (and you have quite a bit of it) can be wasted in conflict rather than solution. It is my suggestion that you pursue a very physical hobby, martial arts, long distance skiing... Swimming (water can help difuse many negative energies...) and that you do this to exhaustion... Then meditate and try to listen to the inner devine voice which has been trying to speak over your frustration. Bushido would be very helpful to you. There is much strength in the ability to give... This is a reality that can use devine guidance from a loving warrior. Find the way to open your heart as if every face you see is Gods face... Then you will understand. Blessed be, Ladyhawke ❤

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