I am empathic, and I take medication for depression although it doesn't really do anything for it. I personally don't believe I have depression, I think it is others' emotions overwhelming me (I find it very hard to differentiate between my emotions and someone else's). Anyway, my friend has depression and I try to help her, but (I don't want to sound awful) it brings me down, because I can feel her emotions so I then feel depressed. I want to be able to help her without feeling what she feels, does anyone have any advice? I'm just starting to develop my spiritual side (I'm 15) so I don't really know how to block the emotions of other people yet. Nearly every time I see her she is depressed or starts to talk about how depressed she is/how things aren't working out for her and I just start to feel what she is feeling and all of the negative energy goes straight to me so I feel drained. Are there psychics I can meet to help me develop my abilities so I can stop this from happening? I really don't know what to do.
Also, I have never been religious but I am suddenly getting these visions from God. I don't consider myself a devoted Christian as I believe in Evolution and science etc but I believe there is also a greater power in another dimension that created this dimension/universe. These are completely real to me, and others don't see that. I seem to get visions of heaven and hell and feel like God is showing me beautiful new things like new colours, shapes and universes to show others and inspire others of what is out there. To evolve our species. Is this to do with me being an "Indigo Child" or am I just imagining things?
Thank you for reading:)