I thought I would be more embarrassed by sharing my experiences, but after reading so many posts I'm a lot more comfortable. This is really hard for me to explain as I'm not sure how to put it in words for other's to understand. Here goes.
I think I've always felt some kind of connection to different kinds of energy. I've always felt strong intuitions. I have what I call "visions" short glimpses of the future (my future). I see dark shadows out of the corners of my eyes. I'll hear my deceased grandmother's voice randomly throughout the day. I've seen items just "fall" off furniture. I sometimes will feel presences. Overwhelming feelings to tell someone something that, to me, makes no sense. For example, I had this crazy rushing feeling to tell my co-worker that someone said hi. I say crazy because that's how he looked at me.
My dilemma, if that's what it is, is as I'm reading through posts I kind of feel as if my feelings and experiences could be confused with something else, just not sure what. My anxiety level on a scale of one to ten is at an eight. I've never had anxiety in my life, as a matter of fact, I used to be called a "social butterfly". Nothing has happened so severe in my life that I should have this much anxiety. I lost my Grandmother a year ago, and my Grandfather this past January (both I was extremely close to), and never really dealt with it. I'm not really sure what I'm feeling anymore. A lot of times my visions are really bad, like me and my son get into a horrible car accident, or a gas leak exploding my house. I'm not that kind of person to think that way as I'm by nature, an optimistic person.
Like I said before, I've read a lot of other posts, and I'm not even sure if I should be comparing this to any of them. I tried my best to explain some of my experiences. Any info or input would be greatly
Appreciated. I look forward to seeing more post as well as any replies. Thanks!