Ever since I was about 23 years old, I have repeatedly been told by psychics that I was meant to have a little girl, I was born to have this little girl, and that the soul of a little girl keeps trying to come through into life through me. Shortly thereafter I began to have a series of recurrent dreams of holding a baby girl (I just knew she was mine!).
Well fast forward a few years (I am now 33) divorced and recently remarried. My new husband is adamant about not wanting kids and I have a 10 year IUD, but I still get the baby girl prophesies in dreams and the occasional reading. I just wonder "how can it be?" with ALL of those barriers in place - literally and figuratively. I know people sometimes do get pregnant with an IUD, but if my husband isn't on board with a baby, it all makes me afraid that it will happen and my marriage may fall apart because of it, or that I will get divorced in order for this to happen. It is possible my husband could change his mind, but to be honest, I'm not counting on it.
I know human beings have free will, and maybe his was just one of the possible paths my life could have taken. Right now I have found myself like a lot of people- college degree but without a job for months, have sort of been forced to rely on my small business and the help of family to pay my bills. So I am definitely not in the right "place" to have a baby now. Not that pregnancy can't still happen.
Not sure what to think - I suppose all the prophesy could be wrong. What do you think?