Throughout my lifetime I have always experienced little things that some people consider odd, including myself. I have always had dreams, or thoughts that seemed to come true. Along with that, I am like a human lie detector. For some reason, I just knew things, but especially when someone was lying to me. I also have had experiences with, well, for lack of a better phrase, dead people. I have seen them as well as felt their presence. I must say though, I do not like it. Nor am I comfortable with it at all. I do not tell people about it or speak about it because I have always been scared that people would think I was crazy. But nothing would prepare me for what happened recently.
A few years ago, I found out that I was dying. I have a neur-degenerative disease that the doctors say will eventually kill me. I was determined to fight this disease with all I had. And have been doing very well lately. But two days after my 41st birthday something happened that one: scared me very much. And two: made me question my own sanity as well as my brain function.
Last Saturday night about 11:30 or so I was watching a television documentary program on ancient Egypt. I love things like that. But during a commercial I felt the need to channel surf. While clicking through the stations I happened upon the last few minutes of a story about some ghost children and a woman who was visiting them. The story was coming to an end when I happened upon it. But, in one statement, the woman happened to mention that there was also another spirit of a dark figured man. This is where it started to get strange for me. At the very moment she mentioned the dark figure I felt the presence of what I believe to be a child enter my home. When this happens I get a weird sensation. Kind of like the chills, along with a tingling sensation. I do not like this feeling because I know what it is. Anyway, along with the sensation came the phrase "we knew him". I began to realize the spirit was a child from the story. I felt sick! I hate being contacted like that. I don't know what to do or how to help them so why do they do it? I quickly changed the channel and attempted to ignore the whole thing. But that was not going to happen.
Please, let me say that everything I am about to say is true. Or at least I think it is. Anyway, after changing the channel, I placed the remote down on my coffee table. Within 3 seconds it changed back to the other station. The story about the children was over. I picked up my remote and changed it back. But once again the channel changed on its own. Back to the channel about the children. I became very frustrated and said out loud "what do you want me to do?" speaking to the spirit. Let me say here that I have my computer set up so that I may view the screen on my television by changing it over to a different input channel on my television. And as I asked the question I saw my computer come out of sleep mode and flicker. It scared me, but I began to understand what they wanted. So out loud I said "I cannot help you, I didn't see the whole story". The screen on the computer went back into sleep mode. Then again it awoke and flickered. Let me also say that normally I do not speak aloud to spirits because I want nothing to do with them at all. I am scared of them. But this time I said "You are not welcomed here, please go". That wasn't going to happen. Within a few moments my television changed channels again, but this time, it was to the input channel for my computer. I must admit at this point I was angry and I said "ok, I'll make a fool out of myself". And with that I agreed out loud to see if I could find out any more information on the story. Because I had missed almost all of it. As I was typing in search phrases, my keyboard was doing its own thing as well. I would try to type in certain letters and it would type something else. This happened several times. It began to irritate me very much so I once again spoke out loud. I said " look, I can't very well look up this story if you keep playing with the keys". I said "You have to leave me alone long enough to type it in". At this point I felt the spirit very close to me and heard the phrase " tell her". I began to realize this thing wanted me to tell the woman that was visiting them that they knew the dark figure that she was seeing. As a matter of fact they were family. I was so frustrated I said " Listen to me, I will do the best I can but after this you have to leave". I knew the only thing I could do was to find the comment section on the shows website and type in what they wanted. So that is what I did. Let me say, I felt like a complete idiot for doing it, but I did do it.
After I completed the task, I felt so drained I just wanted to lie down. But the experience wasn't over yet. I turned off the television and the lights and began to make my way upstairs. As I went up the stairs I could still feel the presence of the spirit moving past me up the stairs. But I also noticed that my dog was still downstairs on the sofa so I stopped on the second stair. From the second stair I stopped and called him. He did not come. He just stared at me. And I knew why. He wasn't going anywhere until those spirits were gone. This frustrated me once again. So once again I spoke out loud and in a very stern voice. I said "You have got to go now, I did what you wanted and you must leave. We had an agreement". I also added "I don't know why you chose me but I am uncomfortable with you here. As a matter of fact, I am very scared of you". What happened next scared me so badly, I did not sleep all night. As I finished speaking, I felt the wind of someone coming down the stairs right up to me. Then I felt a light touch on my hand as if a small child were patting it. As if to say, it's all right, we understand. Then, it was gone. No more tingling sensation, no more chills. No more contact. At that point my dog got up from the sofa and bounded upstairs as if nothing was wrong. I lay there in my bed awake all night. Afraid to go to sleep. Wondering why these things happen to me. And how to make them stop. I am an average person with no desire to be contacted by dead people. Especially not ones who touch me. It scares me. I don't understand it and I need help with knowing what this is. Why this is. And if I can make it stop.