I have posted once before as a guest (precogmama) about my ability to precognitively dream - for the last few months a have 2-3 dreams a week come true. I have always been an empath as far as knowing if someone is good or bad the moment we meet, feeling their emotions etc. But what I have been experiencing this last week is totally new to me.
I have this new boss, I barely know him but I have been really picking up on stuff with him. A few weeks ago I just looked at him and intuitively asked him if his wife was pregnant. She was and they had found out the night before - They have been trying to conceive for 10 YEARS and this is the first time she has ever gotten pregnant. Random.
Fast forward to last week. We were working together on a busy Saturday night and every time I got near him my hands would start to sweat and I'd feel shaky. It was very odd and I started feeling concerned for him. I asked him if he was ok and he said "Yes, I'm just not feeling great". Ok, so I mind my own business but I feel feeling more nervous every time he comes near me so I asked another manager if he could check on him. This other manager confides that he collapsed a few days ago (I had no idea) and that he'd check. I told them he needed to make him sit down please. He sat down and then went home early.
I went home that night feeling very worried and my heart was racing at bedtime and I felt really unsettled and disturbed, I asked my husband to help me calm down and explained that something wasn't right with my boss. Eventually I fell asleep. The next night I found out that he was rushed to the hospital and admitted that night. He was released 2 days later and I kept feeling really concerned - then he was brought back to the hospital and admitted with pneumonia. Then released again.
Last night I was at work and feeling really worried again. The phone rang and it was my bosses wife asking to speak to our other manager. Instantly I started shaking and pain was rushing up my sides and I started to cry. He was back in the hospital and not doing well. No one will give me any details but I really feel like this isn't going to end well. He is only 38 but is probably 400 lbs so obviously he's not in great health. Since he arrived a few months ago I couldn't shake the feeling that he wasn't going to live much longer.
I don't know why this is happening to me though, it is so different than anything I've ever experienced empathetically speaking. I can't stop making myself feel this discomfort. Any suggestions about what is going on? Why am I connecting with this man I hardly know?