What do I do?
I have finally come into terms with myself, what I have and what I can do. I recently have been denying it for years. I was too afraid to go any further into the unknown. If I didn't know what to expect, then I would turn my back and run away. Recently this week I decided to stop running and face my fears. I announced to myself, I am afraid of the unknown. I don't know what evil is, I just know it's there. But I can't keep running because I have this drive in me, and I want to help as many people as I can.
And just like that, all the scary things from the corner of my eyes disappeared. I could walk in a room and not expect something to grab me. I wasn't on edge anymore. I finally accepted myself and my abilities.
Which consist of hearing spirits, sensing if a place is haunted and if it is good or bad, having dreams and deja vu, knowing what someone was going to say or think.
But what do I do now? I know I have some abilities. But how do I use them? Or how can I make them stronger?
Can anyone help me or give me some advice?
I am 15 turning 16 in October. My name is Olivia but everyone calls me Libby. I thought I should put a little background in here instead of all the I's and Me's Plus, I need to say more things because my story isn't long enough -.-" (;
So apparently when I was little, my mom said I would tell her that I saw pretty colors around people. And she decided to tell me years later? I asked her why, and she said that she did not want to force me into a life that I hadn't realized yet. My Mom is cool and supportive.
But the thing is, how come I can't see auras anymore? My mom's friend said that I was an Indigo child. But everything I can do now is so little. I'm lost and I could really use some help.