Bear with me, this is my life story.
Ever since I was little I never liked being alone. I would be sleeping and my parents would leave me in the room and Id start screaming, then they'd put me on the kitchen table while they were cooking and I'd go to sleep. Growing up I had an imaginary friend, he was purple and had a comb over and a black suit. He would never speak just mumble. I had a dream in grade 2 that my imaginary friend pushed me over the railing from my second floor, I ran to my mom crying when I woke up and told her my dream. Then in grade 3, I was carrying my cat upstairs and it got startled by something and I fell over the railing. I suffered severe injuries and almost died. I always feel like I'm seeing things and hearing things.
I'm 19 and I can't stand being in the dark. I had a lucid dream two months ago. In my dream I floated out of my body, I could feel the wind against my face as I went higher. Then I saw myself sleeping and a shadowy arm came from behind my bed trying to reach for my body. It was a negative energy and somehow I was able to make myself wake up. When I woke up my cat was staring above my bed at the ceiling from where I was watching myself. Just recently I've been experiencing a lot of freak accidents, scratches scars and burns. I just noticed today that the cuts are spelling my name in order. My name is simple lines so it could be coincidence. I've yet to see the last letter which is an o. I always feel like something is watching me.
Any kind of advice or comments would be much appreciated