I've been reading some truly amazing stories on here and had some wonderful advice from my last story and there have been some new developments.
My daughter will be 10 next week. She is a very talkative lively little girl Last night she came to me scarred saying she been hearing someone breathe in her ear but there is no one there. I was sat in the room. I told her it's her imagination and not to be silly and no one can hurt her I did not want to scare her though I don't think it's her imagination. I can't help her too much as I am still dealing with my own experiences and accepting this is real. I feel I should fully understand myself before speaking with a young child about it. Though I worried it is the same man I mentioned in my previous story that I felt was negative and evil maybe, though last night when this experience happened to her I felt no negative vibes. Is there a way for me to protect her? Or do you think this is a young girls imagination?
Also I read some stories where psychics are having premonitions in dreams only when they are in pain. I don't have premonitions but I did also in my previous story mention how one night just before I fell asleep when I was experiencing sleep paralysis a blinding white light came. And a woman appeared dressed in white with long blonde hair and she had a young girl with her who was blonde also and dressed in white. The strangest part was the little girl looked exactly like my sister when she was younger before she took sick. My sister is still alive but she took ill as a child and is now mentally and physically disabled, she can't walk, or talk and communication is very limited and hard. She is no longer blonde and she is 24 when I had this apparition she was about 15 at the time. She takes sick often and regularly is in pain. I was wondering if possible this girl could of been her projecting herself to me in her childhood form when she could communicate is this possible? I think I'm clutching at straws and a few weeks ago I would never believed it possible. I still am not sure if I do I am just trying to understand what is happening and has happened.
Also I have tried opening myself up a few times lately but I get scared when I feel spirits around me and build a wall mentally around me but I feel like they are trying to get through it. I really feel I need to communicate with who wants to talk to me how can I make sure it is only positive spirits I let in?
And do I ask them questions or just stay silent and listen and I don't know what to do?
Also I spoke to my mother about this few days ago and said you're going to think I'm crazy but I believe I have some abilities and told her everything. She said she does not think I am crazy and she has always believed this about me herself always thought something. She said as a young child I would wake her screaming saying I could see tigers and things from the jungle on the walls. Or I would scream about the African woman who lived under my bed with her children. I have very vague memories of these incidents. This is making me believe more that its time I stop running and accept my gifts and learn what I am supposed to do with them and try to not be scared though it is very hard each time I try to open up I get frightened and I feel frustration energy in the room like the spirits are frustrated with me.
Thank you for taking the time to read my story.