Every now and again I will hear a distant voice, sorta like mine, calling me a single bad name. Today it happened twice out of nowhere. I wouldn't call myself these names. I think I should probably start noting these instances in my book.
I believe someone is sending me mental messages or there is some entity in my home calling me these names. I think it is an actual person. I am not sure who though. I am not for sure if this makes me psychic either. I do believe that I am an empath. I believe that I can feel what people feel and even what they feel about me.
Maybe I am paranoid. But I want to try and get to the bottom of it and maybe find a way to send a message back to the person even. One of the words is kind of old timey racist, and the other is a common word used to put people of color down.
The last time it happened was a couple hours ago, and something is telling me to attribute it to a neighbor which I never met. My desk is near the window and I think they can see me at night when they are hanging outside or what have you. At the time, I felt like it was coming from there. I would hate to think it was them if it wasn't. I am going to rearrange so they don't have to see me. I do have blinds but I like the flow of air.
Anyhow, who knows, I am not really sure. I got a name, Chris, who I know has issues with me. Other times it has happened in the past and it's always a racial epitaph (sp?).
Hm. Someone doesn't like me. I could really care less. I just want to know if it possible to send mental messages to someone. Obviously it is possible, or I will have to admit that I have gone gonzo.
On the other side of the spectrum, and come to think of it, I have had positive thoughts and messages that I know are not my own sent to me on occasion. So, it's not all negative. It's just that this type of experience stands out.
Has anyone ever had this type of experience or something like it?