I will try to make this brief.
There is a boy who I have a strong connection to. Mind you we aren't friends and we aren't acquaintances anymore. But we have respect for each other, and do tend to shy away. Anyway this connection has gotten to the point where I can't handle it any longer. I can't try to explain this to him, since he will not understand I bet. I saw his aura, can distinguish him in a crowd, know when he is around and maybe vice versa.
He constantly can sneak up behind me or stand next to me and I won't know until later, and NO ONE else can do that. I understand him even though we don't talk much. At school my subconscious takes over when he's around and I will start talking to myself (I caught myself a few times.) I seriously doubt he is going to become friends with me because he doesn't talk to me unless I do and he always acts confused when I try to explain anything. He knows that I figured him out, so now he doesn't know what to do. I have even had dreams of me and him being friends. One of my best friends who is really psychic with feelings, said that she had a very good feeling me and him could become close friends. I saw him recently on Tuesday or Wednesday no words since I was busy just eye contact. Anyway, he's not going to trust in being friends with me because he has a crush on me. Unfortunately this psychic connection is a heart connection so I have a crush on him too. I'd prefer being friends though, I just want to break this connection so I don't have to feel all this. Mostly because he won't understand, even if he does he will probably act confused again. What do you all feel about this?