When I was little about 5 or 6 years old, I used to feel out of place with everyone around me, particularly the fact of my bulling in school by other kids I tended to feel like an outcast from everyone. For what reason they didn't like me? I don't know, maybe the other kids were jealous or they hated my personality or face or something. My family didn't have a lot of money since my dad has Ulsertive Colitis/Chrone's disease, a severe case and couldn't work and my mother worked as a cardiac technician. My neighborhood was also very Hispanic and I was one out of maybe 8 white kids in our grade which had at least 190 kids in the whole grade so I don't come from any rich or middle class area haha I've learned to respect other cultures and people by living around varieties of nationalities in a working class neighborhood and I've been around death and life and hard time's so I don't take any of this as a joke, I believe it's something that should be collaborated on and to find some people who understand the kind of strange things that happen in our lives.
That's just a little background information on me but that's not the story I am here to tell you all about. This story is my investigation of psychic abilities and paranormal experiences (from personal events).
Around the start of my freshman year at my new high school, I had begun investigating some of my experiences (including my first story) and some of the things I began to find became a little bit erie at first because I had never discovered this kind of world with the paranormal and some of the things I began finding started to make sense with what iv'e seen and what iv'e felt such as astral projection. Although I had no idea about anything relating to physic abilities because I assumed I had some kind of mental disorder and that I was crazy but I was checked out by 3 psychiatric doctors and they all said I was perfectly normal which is when I thought that perhaps I wasn't crazy after all.
So after everything was checked out and my mind was stable enough to function, I then began my search to find information about what was going on in my head which started on Halloween ironically enough (mostly because I was attempting to scare myself since I was home and I had nothing else to do that day) and I had discovered quite a few things about my first OBE and some other things (I won't go into details because it would take too much time and anyone could investigate for themselves by reading my first story) however I did discover that the symbol of a pentagram (not inverted) represents a strong connection to elements of nature and spiritual protection. From there it led me to the study of Wicca, paranormal, astrology, numerology, palmistry, and obviously psychic abilities.
For example if anyone wants to check my horoscope I was born October 26th, 1996 at 11:55 am, which if you read, will say a few things about me in both astrology and numerology.
In any event one of my psychic moments was during school, I had woke up that morning to crow's cawing outside my windows (which made me slightly disturbed since I have a weird thing around crow's, they follow me almost anywhere, hopefully I'm not going to die soon ha ha) and I felt different waking up that morning (since I discovered binaural beats on YouTube of alpha waves 10. 5Hz with isochronic beats a whole hour then delta wave 0.5Hz for a whole hour before I went to bed) I wasn't thinking at all, my mind was completely silent and I had felt this strange sense of my body being compelled to move by my own will like I had excellent coordination of my hands and movement of my feet without even thinking, just my instincts.
To make things short and get more into the actual experience, I ate breakfast, walked to school, and had my normal scheduled day. During lunch however I felt this strange adrenaline rush to my body, began feeling this warm centered feeling around my heart and by my stomach, I got this really tense feeling and I began to sweat a little and I felt a small tingling in my body like goosebumps. It wasn't just a few moments later that these 2 kids began fighting in the lunch room tables back from where I was sitting. My friend noticed and asked if I was feeling sick or something and I told her no I was fine so then after that lunch ended and I was in Spanish class, which when I sat down I started singing Feliz Navidad to my teacher (it was in November so Christmas was almost 2 months away) he chuckled and he asked if I was in the Christmas spirit a little early and I just sang it because it popped into head and I thought it might be funny to sing in Spanish.
Then after Spanish class I walked over to my next period class of keyboarding and then that period ended so I walked back toward my next class which was down the same hallway as my Spanish class. It turns out at that moment this kid dressed in a Santa Clause suit came walking down the hall and started singing Feliz navidad, carrying a sign supporting donations to the goodwill thrift store in a nearby city. I began to freak out tremendously since I had no idea I'd actually hear someone sing that song. I couldn't really think about anything else that day so when I came home, I sat down at my computer and read about when someone's mind is clear and not thinking and I stumbled upon psychic abilities, ever since then I realized that out of all the deja vu, odd coincidences, strange feelings, etc. That now it all might make sense.
I only recently discovered this website dedicated to paranormal experiences and psychic abilities which after reading a few of the stories made me realize that I'm not alone (although I'm sure there is some false stories from people looking to gain attention for themselves) but I don't believe in being dishonest and I don't make fun of any of this because I've felt insane all this time and it's now starting to make sense as a part of my life.
To those of you who took the time to read this I want to thank you for listening to my story in the short version of it and I'm hoping that some of you understand what this feels like and be able to relate thank you