Hello! My name is Anna. I've been sensitive since I was kid. I'm 19 now. When I was little people would sometimes tell my mother to raise me carefully because I was different from the other kids, or (I was raised charismatic christian) they were always saying I had "the anointing..." I'm into New Age now...
I've had so many crazy experiences! That's the only way to put it. I have always sensed spirits. Even when I was two years old my mom remembers me not wanting to go into the house. She said God told her she should listen to me and he reminded her that she hadn't prayed over the house (we had just bought it.) I was fine after we prayed. I remember always feeling really afraid at night and feeling spirits. They were almost always bad.
I remember God talking to me. I saw visions and had dreams where God showed me things. I could look at people and know what their personalities were like from a glance. I knew what people were really like. Other people just see what people want them to see. If I heard one of my parents out in the kitchen in the middle of the night I would walk out into the hall and feel if it was my mom or not. If it was her I'd go out into the kitchen. I told her about that, that I could tell if it was her or him and she asked me why, "Does he bang a lot?" Of course that wasn't it and I really didn't know how I could tell. I just knew. I also made physical pain go away with my mind and was always saying that pain wasn't really real and sickness and death weren't either. Nor time. I think it's weird to hear a little kid say that!
I pick up on people's emotions. I'm telepathic too, but it's weird, I don't hear their thoughts, but sometimes I just know what someone is thinking about. Or a few times when someone was thinking about something very bad in another room, I'd start worrying that they were thinking about that thing. Sometimes I know what someone's going to say before they say it, or very often we both say the same thing at the same time. Now I can sometimes feel people's energy and pick up on more specific information. Sometimes I feel weight on me when I lay down at night, and sometimes I feel something touching me. That happened last night.
When I was 14, voices started talking to me in my head a lot. Sometimes I hear accurately, but sometimes they're lying and I can't tell the difference between a good voice and a bad one, and not hearing accurately just makes me feel like I'm really just insane. I picked up on a spirit around my mother. She's a native american woman, a good spirit.
Later my mom went to a medium and my mom didn't mention the spirit to her, but the medium picked up on her too, so I was apparently right about that. I'm just totally confused! Sometimes the voice talking ends up just being evil. A lot of times it's a certain relative's energy talking. Not the person's spirit (because the relative is still alive) but the person's energy. Another medium told me that and I know she was right because I was already wondering it myself even though it sounds strange. But sometimes I pick up on good spirits who tell the truth.
I am also a healer. One time when I was 17 I had a plant that was about to die. It was really brown. My mom even walked in and mentioned how badly it looked. I talked to it that night, but I only said a few sentences. I told it that I wanted it to live, but living was a choice and it had to choose to live. The next morning it was totally green. Mom walked in and saw it and I told her what I'd told the plant.
I also healed my dog of liver disease. There again it was over night. I even healed something instantly once. My cat has an injury though that is minor and I haven't been able to heal it. It's like I can't heal anything unless it's dire and sometimes I can't even if it is. I accidentally healed something once by wishing it were healed. Is this totally weird? Well, obviously! But am I the only one like this on the planet? My gifts only seem to work when they want to and it's totally annoying.
And I'm confused and could swear sometimes I'm the only one on the planet with them! I used to have more control but now they don't want to work and when I was younger, when I heard a voice, I heard it accurately, although it wasn't that often. I know I'm going on and on so I'll quit now. I would really like to email back and forth with some other psychic people so I know I'm not a lone freak in a universe of 'normal' people. I would also like any comments that might help.
I feel angels standing behind me right now...