I'm Ashley, 19. Struggling with identity crises, the arrival of a new baby, and the recent break up with the father.
I've actually never really been into any of the supernatural stuff. I've never seen a ghost, had a psychic vision, saw the future, or read someone's mind. However, I do believe (hopefully this doesn't make me crazy) that I could be tortured by a ghost/demon/spirit.
It started years ago. I was really young when I started receiving chronic migraines. They happened usually when I was around large groups of people. And of course I had the normal symptoms of migraines, flashing lights, weird colors around people, and hearing every little sound like everyone was talking loudly all at once.
Nothing could be found wrong with me. It's horrible I tell you. I get this terrible feeling of dread and violently vomit until I can suck down as much medication as possible. I'm shaking, worried, anxious, and hard to control.
I could have chronic migraines, but I recently decided to read up more about it and somehow found myself dragged into sites like this. Labeling migraines as a possible source of, evil? I'm so new to all of this.
And when I was in middle school, I did hang out with kids who were (not sure how to label this but) Satanic worshipers? We used to build fires in the park and burn pictures of people I didn't know. And I had plenty of weird symbols drawn onto my wrist. And I even cut stuff into houses and bark.
I'm just hoping someone who is well rehearsed into the supernatural can just calm down and explain to me why my thinking is irrational.
Thank you. C: