I Am Tired Of Running From The Demons

I was doing research on demons when I came across this page. I simply want to refer you to two websites: http://www.entityattachment.com and http://www.whoneedslight.org/page/482381728.html. Please check them out. I hope they help you.

When I was almost two I was playing at my grammas friends house. The downsairs was blessed but not the upstairs. I was told not to go up the stairs but my mom said she heard a voice say nikki and I followed the voice up the stairs. All I remember was a dark figure in front of me and it pushed me and I was falling. I broke my collarbone from that. Since then things seem to be attracted to me

Mine is eagleclaw15[at]yahoo.com

I've had some very intense experiences before so there's going to be a lot of typing and reading. But I'm still alive and kicking after all of it so I guess I'm meant to do something big

Hey eagle I would like to hear your stories. Can you tell me your email address so I can mail you. In case you want to mail me, my email address is mubashir_ahmed01 [at] yahoo.com.

I see. Being cautious is a good thing but try not to mix up truth and lie. If you do that you will end up turning down a good spirit or getting used by an evil spirit. If you are too confused then trust your gut feeling. I once came across a spirit who claimed to be a friend of mine. After sometime I faced pretty much trouble. I suspected him from the very beginning but I let him did what he wanted until he revealed his true self. He was actually a demon who wanted to see me in misery. The same night he revealed himself, the same night I killed him. Then from the next day things were back to normal for me.

If anyone wants to hear another story of bad experiences in my house to get a better idea of what I'm up against just let me know. I've got a lot of stories

The one thing working in my favor is that I do not really trust anyone/thing that I meet at first. I always question what their motives are. I do admit I need to take more caution just in case though, I have made mistakes before when it comes to helping people move on. In fact, there is a ghost in my garage and I am very cautious because they suddenly showed up after I got mad the other day and the big demon showed up. I asked them for details about themselves and they said a name but nothing else except they died in a car crash. But the last time I heard a spirit say they died in a car crash it ended up being a demon (I never trusted that one).

Fortunately, I just recently figured out how to tell if a demon is getting ready to harm me seriously. They will actually draw the fear/anxiety/stress out of my body, even if the emotions are not towards them and it is just me being jumpy (I am the youngest of my family, being jumpy is my survival technique). I had to attempt to kick the demon out a few hours ago with the help of my ancestors and a couple angels in a "shock and awe" style of attack. I'll know if it worked in a day or so but I can feel a difference in the house already.

I see this is good that you believe in heavens and God. Just like newbiepsychic said you can't help all the ghosts and spirit because you really don't know what or who that spirit or ghost is. Sometimes evil ghosts and spirit come to you for help but instead they mean you serious harm. When you said how to differentiate between ghosts and demons. As far as I know ghosts are mostly in the state right before their deaths just like you see earth bound spirits that died due to some accidents or some other reasons. Evil ghosts have this aura that is mostly full of hatred and revenge. As for demons they don't need any reason to harm humans they just do. They always have this dark twisted aura around them and most of them have disfigured faces. Anyways I would recommend to be more careful when you are dealing with ghosts, spirits and demons because you will get in trouble if you make a mistake.

That's nice of you to try and help the lost ghosts out... But you need to be careful as to who you are really dealing with. I block all of that out, not that I wouldn't help but I feel there are others likely more qualified than myself to deal with those things and ghosts or spirits will find those other people who can help them. I won't allow them in until I truly know what I'm dealing with. I get visions of people who have passed over and who I know are trying to connect with me, I say no. (basically, not open for business). Only because I feel it's important to have confidence in what I'm dealing with before I venture down that road.

I'm really glad to hear you believe in Heaven as you have seen it:) I believe in it too and I was not religious/spirtual before this whole thing started with me. I wonder if you know if you have achieved christ conciousness/cosmic conciousness or ascended yet?

I would suggest building a very strong spirtual base before venturing down that road of wrestling with all of this. Most psychics/mediums/channelers don't run into the negative side of things and are not hounded by demons, they have built very strong spirtual bases so they are not bothered with it. I would suggest blocking it out and using your abilities for other purposes, learn what other abilities you have and grow very strong in it, in your faith.

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I've grown more spiritually strong recently after confirmation that I was not insane and I really was experiencing these things for real. On the positive side of things I know there is a Heaven because I astral project. So I know for a fact there is something on the other side to work towards. That helped me establish a stronger faith in God. I try and stay away from anything that could distract me or cause problems making it easier for the demons to get me.

The physical attacks on me are a mixture of ghost and demons so I try to help the ghost so they can rest in peace and move on. Most people if they get attacked by a ghost freak out and want nothing to do with paranormal at all, but I find it interesting so I stick it out. The demons like more mental warfare 9 times out of 10 which is harder to combat if you are tired or stressed so I try and limit the amount of stress I am under as much as I can.

There is one problem I have though. Sometimes I cannot tell if it is a ghost or a demon because some people die horrible deaths and seem really bad when in fact they are not. Are there any mediums who can help me figure out a technique to discern between a human or non-human entity?

Pretty rough situation you are going through. Can you tell me how strong your faith is in God and how much you are spiritually strong? I have been attacked by demons countless times I got scars on my body due to those attacks but instead of running away from them I kill them. Recently I encountered a really strong demon and I am still fighting it. When you are on the right path, demons will keep getting in your way. So instead of fearing them put some fear into them. If you think you are strong enough to take them on then do so or keep praying to God for protection. You have to remember one thing always keep your heart full of light if there is even a little darkness in your heart you will attract demons and if you are spiritually weak then you are an easy target for demons. May God protect you from evil. Take care and bye.

As soon as I get the chance I will be getting some protection crystals and other things of that nature. At the moment I do not have a whole lot of protection on the house, it is more of protection for me because I am their main target and do not have many resources but I will be looking for protection for the house once I get the chance.

Just to explain why I think I am such a big target for demons I will tell a story that happened 3 days ago. This story is 100% real, I don't mess around when it comes to this stuff anymore, especially after what happened.

I have known for a while now that I can open and close doors that lead to the spiritual realm (Heaven/purgatory and Hell both). Before I even knew about paranormal at all there were 12 vortexes open in my house. I closed them about 2 months back and everything calmed down for a while, a few minor issues since then but nothing major. I posted the original article that you see above to describe the events that happened previously.

That being said 3 days ago I got so mad at something that happened in my personal life that I opened a vortex and someone that I know who is also sensitive to energies felt it 20 miles away. The next day I realized that the portal was bigger than my house, and a very large and very strong demon had come through it. So I immediately shut the vortex and sent the demon back to hell before the demon could gain power to harm or to do any other serious damage. I think this may be the reason I am such a big target for demons. If you can open a vortex, and they are influencing you, then you could help evil in a big way. I do not want to help the devil EVER.

I am currently working on controlling my energy so if I do get mad again I do not repeat the same mistake twice. In two days that demon was strong enough to turn the television and cable box on, move pots and pans, shut fans off, move couches while people were sitting on them, and started to try and control me. I do not care for that too much, and do not wish to repeat that again.

Hello, I know what your going threw, I've delt with demons in the past, and I agree with Lightworker66 using crystals, sage, and calling on the angels as well as other methods can help you. I'd like to help in any way I can, please comment or send me an email, I'm also a medium, empath, and I can se the future as well.
I hope things work out, and I'm always here to help you!
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Selenite, not selenium. Sorry for the wrong information. Long day.

I hope my ideas might help you. Please buy yourself some black obsidian. Negative entities are repelled by it. Also, black tourmaline, onyx, and jet are good protection stones. Keep a little bag of stones in your pocket, and/or sleep with them under your pillow. Perhaps set up a "crystal grid" in the four corners of your home or bedroom, and "connect" the stones by picturing the white light of Spirit/God running from one stone to the next. Selenium is a nice stone for a grid, but use whatever you gut tells you. There is plenty of info on grids on YouTube and crystal websites. Keep smudging your space with sage and/or cedar or a combo of both. This sacred smoke repels them. When you smudge, demand with conviction that they leave. Say it out loud, and maybe call on your ancestors to help you. Another technique to is call upon the Archangels Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, and Uriel to stand guard in the four corners of your home to keep out any entity that is not your spirit guide, angel, or being of the Light. Especially Michael, he is a major badass, the Commander of God's army, Lucifer's nemesis, and the negative beings are afraid of getting their ugly asses kicked by him. Some believe you have to ask the angels out loud for their help, but I think they hear us loud and clear when we speak to them silently as well. Lastly, take a few minutes each morning and night to ground yourself, quiet your mind, and visualize pure white light from Spirit descending over you, filling up every cell in your body, and expanding outward to shield your entire aura. Infuse this shield with powerful, positive energy and know that nothing can harm you. All they can do is startle you and threaten you. I use ALL of these techniques and have felt very safe since I started protecting myself spiritually. I send healing light your way and ask that you too will feel protected and safe. You have an army of beings of Light who are here to help you. Just ask them and they are on it immediately. I too have been attacked by demons. The first time was in 2009 when I moved out from the home of a man I had been emotionally involved with whom I believe may be a sociopath. His house was haunted by a negative entity, and perhaps it followed me. Within the first few nights out of his home, a demon was tormenting me in my dream. I woke myself up yelling, "I demand you leave in the name of Jesus Christ." Where this came from, I have no idea as I am not religious nor do I read the Bible or attend church. Two years later, a demon tried to choke me in my sleep and I woke myself up by screaming. This was no dream, it was real. I had just bought crystals at a gem show and was sleeping with them. My sister had the feeling, and I agree, that it was angry that I was learning to tap into the spiritual power that stones can give us. They're messing with you because you are powerful, and they are envious of your power and they want to steal it from you. They feed on fear. Don't worry, you are much stronger than them. Believe it. Tell them to go f#%k themselves.

I am just now facing all my fears regarding those dark low energy pains in the butt! Like you since childhood living internal shakes, anything you could possibly think up truly has happened to me, I have such pride you were brave enough and share your experiences.
Everyday we are given choices to face obstacles, look inside, become better. I know this as a fact, like you I am as well as all our fellow lightworkers Are Perfect Children of GOD. Are light beams out to the world and when you help humanity with your special gifts to boot the ugly ones don't like it. Truly the more you help the brighter you shine. I owned my own store and many I say this so humble void of ego... The more people came the lower nasty minions etc attacked me on all levels. Someone said in passing the following and since then I experienced my aha clear wow... YOU ME my fellow Sisters and Brothers who are lightworkers, figure all our stuff gifts etc are truly the cream of the crop. Once we heal personally of whatever traumas of childhood,addictions,whatever we need to be 100 true to our own soul and life mission we are all striving for the same goals. When we serve humanity as our personal Loving God (of your understanding) we are truly humble, we are void of ego, we burn so brightly those lower energy are attempting to contain us, control us with fear and the most dispicaple threats to stop us. When they scare you like they did to me, and it's only been 4 months so I feel blessed sharing this info I spoke out loud leave now lowlifes you can not even be near me and my Gods light because you will burn instantly. Scarey faces come here or there but from my heart when you let them know and you may need to shooe them away the braver you become the quicker they depart. The following statement helped me so much. I hope this will help you to. When we face are fears we become more englighted beam brighter God gives us the perfect situations money experts for our life's mission. Xox

In the past I felt demons around me but certainly not to the extent you have. I would sing a little song to myself before sleep "Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so":) I would also tell them out loud to go away, this is my space. Sleeping with the lights on helps. The best solution is thinking positively, picturing white light around you at all times, ask for help from angel Michael and yes from Jesus. Ask for protection at all times. Do not mess around with ouija board, even playing cards, don't ask questions that way. Find love in your heart for God or Jesus or the divine (whichever works for you). If part Native American, find love in your heart for nature, plants, animals, water, the earth. You might also try getting a clear quartz crystal piece, it will help balance your energies, add strength where they may be some weakness. I will ask for your protection as well.

Hello eagleclaw15 I am sorry to hear that you are in this kind of situation at the moment.
I just wanted to give some advice on the situation. Since you use smudge sticks that seem to have a good effect on the "demons" I was wondering if you use just sage ones if so that's good, but you can also try and make your own if possible using dried herbs and tie them up in a natural twine or fibre.
The herbs that would be best to use would be lavender, sage (or white sage), rosemary and maybe a sprig of thyme or a bay leaf to finish. You can also sprinkle a little holy water on it to if that's your thing to help. Also when you smudge you might want to leave the windows open to allow any negative energy to be released. Also you can use salt to good effect- whenever I smudge a room I tend to put a few grains of rock salt in each corner of the room, but yeah...
Another thing that could help you is to have a necklace with a crystal (or just the stone itself) such as smokey quartz, jade, amethyst or onyx. Of course there are others, but those are some of the more basic ones.
Anyways I wish you luck with this!

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I hope everything works out well and that you get the professional help that you need. I will be praying for you and your house. And the things you are doing right now to avoid and alter the situation are best. Not dwelling into the spiritual realm is good. After all what is part of the negative side of the spiritual realm is what your having to deal with. Things will improve.

REMEMBER... THE LIGHT IS WITH YOU.
AND IT IS STRONG... BY STANDING WITH WITH YOU... NO EVIL LASTS LONG... YOU ARE PART OF THIS GREAT SOURCE...
FOR IN YOUR SOUL LIES NO EVIL SOURCE... LIGHT AND LOVE ARE WITH YOU.

Trust me I planned on staying away from both wicca and any satanist rituals for good. I did not even want to be a part of the blood sacrifice anyways. Just bad timing I guess. I am going to be getting holy water soon and use that with a smudge stick (I am part Native American so I use the smudge stick only for cleansing, I've only used it once). I've been trying to get my mom to get a preacher/priest/reverend over to the house to cleanse it but so far no luck, and since it is her house I cannot make her do it.

I'm doing what I can to keep the house under control, meaning no ouija boards, seances, tarot cards, or anything like that.

hmm yes, this makes more sense now. An evil spirit has attached itself to you. You very well may need an exorcism done on you. Because chances are that's what has been bothering you like this in such a disturbing way. My advice now is to find someone one who can perform this. And one thing you can do randomly within the day time when at the time everything is going well, just pray to god and pray to your angels. Whenever you can just pray, even if something starts happening to scare you. Keep praying for the light to fill you. Remember you don't only have to pray when need protection at the moment. Pray at any given time.
And personally if I were you I would stop tinkering with this wikka stuff, any spiritual rituals may worsen this situation. Praying and looking for a professional is probably the best thing you can do right now. You are being watched over by all that is good and powerful. Welcome that more into your life, without it involving any rituals. And a house blessing would be another good thing to do for everything going on.

I have never had or been a part of an exorcism before. But I was borderline possessed one night because some people decided that blood sacrifices to the devil was a good idea and I was boxed in a corner with no way out. I got caught by the lookouts and did not know anything that was going on until later on that night. I still will not go back to the cemetery where that happened, that is more because I know if I go back something bigger will follow me.

My friend said that when I was borderline possessed I was laughing maniacally, saying something in a different language, and my eyes were turning black. Other than that I haven't had any serious encounters outside my house.

One thing I did not think to mention earlier is this. The demons in my house can make you forget how to pray, I went to catholic grade school and high school. I know how to pray but something made me forget, on the nights when I need the help I cannot ask for it because something stops me in that moment.

Hello, I would like to just ask. Have you ever done exorcisms before? Could this be happening from another that had hooked itself on to you. In many cases that can and will happen. In my experiences with the paranormal, only when I feared something was when I brought it to life. Your fears make it stronger and feeds their hunger. It is an evil entity. But it is weak, only in the times when you don't fear it. It is easier said then done I know that but, it should be done and not feared more then feared, otherwise it will grow. When something like this happens again call upon all the light and love that the world has with your angels and ask them to protect you. Call aloud! No matter what they will help you. Don't let evil trick you and think you are alone! It will try that, possibly. Don't believe it. Call aloud again and again and again until what ever may be happening ends. Do not oppose this negativity the more you fight it the more you give it attention and the more energy it has to attack. Instead compose with the light around you and feel the love and positivity around you. Call out for arche angel Michael and Jesus. Keep calling and calling! They are your strength. They are your protectors. That will fight for you. They love you. Remember don't fear it. And one more thing I suggest you stop helping people just for awhile until the stops. And learn more about how to protect yourself energetically from negativity. I will pray for your safety and protection. You are part of the light, this truth is inevitable and there fore it will always be with you. You love it and it loves you. You are one with it (this love and positive light force)