I'm 22 years old, female, I live in a fairly normal home, have very supportive parents and I would call myself emotionally and psychologically stable. I am a very logical person and I find even the thought of this almost absurd; however I am both curious to what others who seem to have similar experiences to what I have had think both about my experiences and whether they have some kind of feedback they could give me.
I have often had lucid dreams, (where I have control and/or awareness of being in a dream) however very recently over the last year I've been having both these more often and disturbingly I have also been dreaming things which have been happening in real life. By this I mean that I have dreamt small things like having a fight with somebody or knowing things about other people's lives which I should have no awareness of. For instance I had a dream (early this year) about my grandfather whom I have not seen or spoken with since I was ten, having a heart attack. I didn't really think any of this important at the time, and then only last month he had a heart attack and unfortunately passed away from further complications. I have also had an experience within a party where I felt cramping (not unlike menstruation pain but worse) while I was around one of my friends. I wasn't particularly close with this girl, and I thought that I was just having an unlucky night so I didn't really think anything of it. Anyway I found out a few days later that this friend actually had a miscarriage. I didn't even know she was pregnant as she wasn't really showing all that much. I honestly don't know what to make of those experiences and to be honest it sort of disturbs me more than anything.
Another thing that I have noticed this passing year is that I see these dark shadows everywhere (which sometimes seem to look humanoid or are fleeting things out of the corner of my eye) or objects would become partially blurred or look like they are emitting heat (like a mirage) around areas. I got my eyes checked out first thing because I was worried there was something medically wrong with me as I have 20/20 vision, it turned out there was nothing wrong with my eyesight at all. I obviously am more concerned perhaps about this more than anything so I would like people's opinions about what they think this could be or what I could do.
I would like to know what your opinions are. I don't know if I am, and I really hope I have no "special" abilities. I would like to also know if there are any ways for me to reduce the dreams and the weird shadows and stuff.