Recently, I feel so scared because someone from my part time job (a very stressful waitress job especially if you feel everyone's feelings or on rare very rare occasion thoughts) hates me and their feelings were very intense and negative and sometimes it is very overwhelming that I feel very stressed out that I have difficulty in breathing.
I am a very silent, timid, shy person and I get picked on a lot and when you know what they feel towards you, in my case I get very nervous because I feel like I am violating their privacy by feeling what they feel unintentionally and nervous because I am paranoid that I think 'what if they find out about my ability to feel their feelings?'.
And since I am very sensitive I get stressed out a lot from my part time job as a waitress at a restaurant (I have to work because my family isn't financially stable and also to provide for my personal needs), every job is stressful but in my case feeling everyone is negative feelings and feeling so many emotions all at once is making me nauseous and sometimes makes me bedridden.
So finally in this post, I ask to everyone who had read everything up to here:
Can many negative thoughts kill a person?
If I may ask, how can I learn to become neutral to everyone's feeling?
I read a comment from my previous post that the ability to feel someone's feelings is known as an 'empath', if I am really an empath -which I find difficult to believe as I do not have any special talent,-how do control it?
In my opinion learning more about being an empath is the first step to know how to control it but it is just my opinion, I hope I didn't offend anyone by my opinion.
I want to know everyone's suggestions and comments, ideas, thoughts about 'empath' and how to control it and get to know the basics.
Thank you to everyone who took the time to read this post and I hope I didn't offend anyone by this post.
Have a good day!