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Astral Traveling And Disturbing Dreams


I'm an 18 year old male with bipolar disorder and tourettes syndrome. Ever since I was young I have seen these tall jet black humanoid figures with red eyes everywhere. As I grew older, they grew taller. Once I became 15 or 16 and I became more stable their numbers decreased but never disappeared. Since the medication I'm on is a mood stabilizer and therefore a brain altering chemical. I believe these humanoids are spirits of some sort and not a figment of my disabilities. If they were the meds would erase them completely.

This explanation is necessary for the story so moderators please don't delete. The story starts about 2 months ago. The humanoids began to increase in numbers even though I'm more mentally stable than I ever have been and are still increasing to this day. Now I am a lucid dreamer and have been since I was a kid.

But about a month ago I had a dream where I was lying in bed and had just woken up. It was until dark outside but I didn't know the time. I was was waking up I saw something latched on my fan. At first I thought it was one of the humanoids. But as my vision started to clear more and became more alert of my surroundings I realized it was not.

It had claws and wings. Like demon wings almost. My fan was spinning slowly but his eyes never left my gaze somehow. I discarded it as it was too similar to the humanoids I see to unnerve me. I got out of my bed but as I turned to make my bed like I do every morning I saw myself still lying in bed asleep. Now I realized I must be dreaming and for some odd reason didn't realize it so I tried to change dreams as I do normally because I lucid dream. However I was unable to for some reason. Now I was frightened. I left my room to find these odd small creatures floating in the air.

I can't even begin to describe them as I words can't explain. All I can say is that nothing in my wildest imagination could have thought these magnificent creatures up. As I continued through my house these creatures remained and did not interact with me and I did likewise since I knew nothing of them and didn't want to risk provoking them in any way since I couldn't wake myself up if something went wrong. I saw the humanoids all over my house. Innumerable amounts of them.

I went to open my front door and it was black as the void out there. Nothing. No street lights, no cars nothing. I stared out in awe for about ten seconds. And the red eyes of the humanoids appeared. Hundreds of them. Then I felt a pull bringing towards the eyes. The pit of my stomach felt like it was on fire and I slammed the door shut and it went away instantly. Same with the back door and garage door. I couldn't interact with anyone so I just sat on my couch and waited for me to wake up.

Then I realized the vividness of the dream. It felt like I was awake sitting on my couch everything sounded, felt and looked like real life. Then one of the humanoids came up to me and in a smooth, calming voice said creavit te delectat domus nostra? Which means do you like our home creator? In latin. Now I have never had any prior teaching nor knowledge of any language except english but understood it completely and to my surprise said "creatore Haec mea sedes quid loquitur?"

I was shocked to say the least. He then said "creatore sic. Sunt in regno mansionem nunc. Nos creasti die qua nata es. Non excitate." which means creator yes. You are in our realm, our home now. You created us the day you were born. No wake. And I woke up. I believe this was an OBE.

About a week later the humanoids reduced down to only four which is the lowest they have ever been. But there numbers fluctuated between 5 to 7 once I first became stable. About another week after that I had another vivd dream but this one was much more disturbing. I'm walking through the vatican. I'm wandering around and I run into an old man staring out a window.

I watched him for about a minute. It looked like he was waiting for something. So I looked out as well and saw a bright flash. Then everything went ark for what seemed to be about ten seconds. When there was light again all was ash. I heard a woman singing a song. It was in latin. As I approached her and said "quid acciderit, omnia? Did vos faciat quod carminis?" which means what happened to everything? Did you make that song? She replied " nomen meum tempus est et sic I fecit hunc cantu.". And then she said nunc expergiscere et vide lux vera temporis. Which means Now wake up and see the true light of the time.

I immediatly woke up sweating heavily which I never do. And I looked at my nightstand and the songs lyrics were written in my handwriting. And I knew the lyrics by memory as well. The lyrics to the song are lacrimosa dies ills qua resurgent ex favilla judicandus homo reus huic ergo parce deus pie jesu domine. I knew I was speaking latin and didn't know how but I spoke fluently.

That same day I began to experience headaches. They got progressively worse as the day went on and at around 2 in the afternoon I finally took so medicine but it did nothing. Then I got a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and the thought of my great grandmother and about an hour later I got a call from my mother saying she had a massive stroke and was going to die very soon.

My story ends with my great grandmother dying. I was at her funeral and as they lowered her coffin in the ground I heard her say you have a gift honey. Please don't squander it. I'm still not quite sure what she meant by it but that's why I'm here. That's the end. I hope you enjoy my experience and can learn something from it.

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harrypotterrules (1 stories) (88 posts)
8 years ago (2013-03-31)
For the record, "lacrimosa dies ills qua resurgent ex favilla judicandus homo reus huic ergo parce deus pie jesu domine" means "to them to be judged by which he shall rise again from the ashes guilty man, to the day of her Lord, have mercy, Lord have mercy Lord", in reference to Jesus.
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-29)
I had another dream last night. I'm standing in a meadow and I'm just admiring the natural beauty around me. I start to wander and I hear a song. There were multiple people singing it but they were all women I knew that much for sure. I followed to find 2 women and young girl. Maybe 4 or 5.

One was the Japanese woman from my previous dream wearing the same kimono. She identified herself as Natsu. Another woman wearing what looked like a school uniform identified herself as tsubike. But she looked to be from 10 to 21 so I'm not so sure it was a school uniform. Her was brown. The child was wearing what looked like a tan, very plain dress. Her hair was so long it was at her heels. Her hair was also brown. The child identified herself as just nuu.

As they sang this song they interchanged from one singing, to two and all of them in different orders. The lyrics are as follows.

Atarashii yakusoku ga
Kokoro wo tsuyoku tsunagu
Kawaru sekai ni
Kane ga hibiku, yukou!

Owari naki tatakai ga
Subete wo hikisaite mo
Kimi no hohoemi tada shinjite

Kimi no yume mamoreru nara
Itami sae dakishimeyou
Kasaneau kono omoi
Mune no chikai yuzurenai

Aa, sora no haruka hate made
Sou, kaketeyuku yo na
Kasoku shiateku jounetsu

Aa, donna unmei datte
Sou, takaku koeteku
Makenai yuuki kureta kara

They said the name was: watashiatachi no honto no kimochi which means our true feelings

The translation is as follows: our new promise binds our hearts together strongly
The bell rings in the changing world, let's go!

Even if the endless fighting shreds everything apart
I will believe in your smile

If I can protect your dream
I will even embrace pain
I can't let go of these piling feelings
This oath in my heart

Ah, all the way to the end of the sky
Yes, my passion accelerates
As if it were rushing through my body

Ah, no matter what kind of fate awaits me
Yes, I can fly high over it
Because you gave me this undefeatable courage

I'm wondering if they are the same person just at different ages. And to protect my dream? Are they talking about it literally or like a goal of sorts?
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-12)

How am I supposed to awaken? I don't know how to begin or how to interpret these signs in the first place. Plus I don't understand how to summon these beings. They come on their own accord and they don't come up and just start talking. Its like if I don't start the conversation they can't interact with me. Or anything for that matter they don't do a thing to anyone or anything else.
Newbiepsychic (109 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-11)
rylevert -
The linguistic ability, I would think you simply have a rare form of psychic abilities where you are spoken to in various tongues (languages). I would think there is a reason for it and that you should investigate it through speaking with your guide (s). Sometimes the things we see and experience link together in some way although it may not be clear to us at the time and can take time to reveal itself. Why would two seperate dreams both be in different languages? How is it possible that you understand what is being spoken to you in a foreign language? I think it warrants further investigation, possibly you can speak these languages or communicate in this way to other entities but you are not aware of it yet. I link together many things in my experiences, but it takes time and understanding of exactly what the purpose of the experience is. Sometimes years between experiences.

I refer to it as speaking in tongues because in corinthians (the bible) it speaks of this being a spirtual gift given to us, as is knowledge (universal knowledge), prophesy. You may wish to refer to that passage as it holds valuable information. This is difficult to explain in a post.:) I have trouble sometimes explaining especially to people who are unaware of awakening as it is composes many facets of science, physics, spirtuality, psychic abilities, psychology. I can speak for 4 hours on the topic and not cover everything or just give you a glimpse. I also feel it is something we each discover on our own in our own way.

Essentially what I noticed in your story was that these black beings were referring to you as their creator... We do create realities outside of our own reality. That they told you you created them before you were born is almost like a jackpot sign that they are trying to tell you to awaken. It is as though your soul if you wish to refer to it as that (your other self) is in a way telling you to wake up to what the real reality is. Which is that you are not just yourself (who you think you are) rather you are a piece of the divine creator, a member of the infinite and a part of all that exists. Some people get tapped on their shoulder between wake and sleep and told to wake up "awaken", some are told by psychics that they will soon transform, others have spirtual crisis', others seek to awaken through meditation and spiritual practice or through awakening the kundalini. Ascended Masters are awakened... There are many ways. Essentially it is enlightenment but more than that, and actually I say more than that because of the linguistic dreams you have. If I could refer you to one website that would explain, I would, I just do not know one that explains it fully. You could look up awakening symptoms re your headaches and bipolar (btw, I am NOT a doctor or able to advise on medical issues at all - I have just read and experienced myself the awakening symptoms and I understand how it can appear as bipolar in some people, others do not go through that experience). You could also look up a lot of the terms referenced here in my post.

If you wish to email me my email is on my profile. I could explain more to you. I think your experiences are fascinating and would encourage you to look into it more. ❤
Newbiepsychic (109 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-11)
calvinvalarian -
THANK YOU! I received your email and very interesting and helpful! I will respond to you through email.
IslVoter (257 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-11)

This person was not dreaming. These were recorded on an EVP machine. Thanks for answering. I think she is just content to wait and see what will become clear.


Yes, I think you are right about the French-sounding ones.

The other was another entity, they thought and it did seem to be another language.

After she described to me how they recorded, however, it would seem they could have picked up "anyone" who was around as they went into her front yard and asked questions like "Who are you?" and "Why are you here?" I think she had seen a vision there previously, but it might be tough to distinguish the speakers or meaning without more to go on.

But thanks again for your help. I haven't heard from her lately so I think she may have given up.

calvinvalerian (guest)
8 years ago (2012-09-10)
Newbiepsychic. Check your email I've replied your post on 2 weeks ago.
MalkavianRaven (1 stories) (2 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-08)
I'm new here, but I found this interesting. Now, considering the voices were coming from an EVP and neither your nor your friends speak French, that there may be some things lost in translation.

I believe what the voices may be saying are: Je veux jouer à plusieurs

Which translates to: I want to play games (the "several" is implied)

I do not know of anything that sounds like "Day kiato omwa" in French. I believe perhaps there are two different entities. This one almost sounds more like Japanese and I've no clue where to even begin on this one.

~ Malk
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-08)

Could you elaborate on this linguistic ability and the awakaning?
Newbiepsychic (109 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-08)
Interesting story...
If I was to take a stab at what all of this means I'd say that your "gift" is speaking in tongues. Understanding other languages. Headaches could be an awakening trying to happen. It's like they are creations you knew you would see at some point to wake you up to a higher conciousness, to what we truly are. The petals on the dress could symbolize the crown chakra opening (so could the headaches). Being that you have bipolar disorder, this is often seen in people who are trying to awaken and just not understood by modern science. It is a lot of highs and lows and anxiety on your way to awakening (or it can be). Even the song is a bit about being lost which we all are in a sense until we awaken.
Very interesting though and very unique experiences. I am also sorry to hear about your grandmother, it sounds as though she had some good words of advice for you though. Keep searching, researching, let your intuition guide you, listen to your inner self... Good luck to you ❤
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-08)

the thing with me was that only if I dreamt me speaking the language could I understand it. Unfortunately I can't understand foreign language in the waking world. And only what I and someone else said in my dreams could I understand. Was this person dreaming? Ask them if any dreams have been related to the evps as well. And if so find out if she can lucid dream. If so than see if she can recreate her experience and ask this person what she needs to know. Sorry I couldn't be much help.
IslVoter (257 posts)
8 years ago (2012-09-08)

I don't know if you can do other languages. It would probably be best if I just quote this other person who wants to translate EVPs she received (after some experience).

"I'm not sure if it's Native American. I'm really having some doubts. See, I don't know if I mentioned this, but there are actually two EVPS... One at the beginning and then one while my husband is speaking...

The one at the beginning is a male whisper and it sounds like this...I'm spelling it how it sounds... Day kiato omwa...

And then there is silence and my husband says: 'Are you lost?" And then the EVP captures a voice in what sure as heck sounds like French to me... It it sounds like it's saying...

Jeu jeax jon plusuier...

Now, plusuier (sp) is actually a French word, in case youu didn't already know that, lol, and it means either games or several...I'm not sure which... That was really the only one I even had a little luck on and I'm not even sure if that's correct..."

If you have ideas, I'll pass them along.


Isle - Lora
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-31)
and for the record I am in no way a spiritual or religous person in any way shape or form so all this is VERY... New... To me. So if anyone can elaborate on some of the common knowledge stuff like spirit guides and such it would be much appreciated.
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-31)
i couldn't find an exact flower match on the kimono but this is akmost exact. I don't know if that kind of flower exists but this is the best I have found.

ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)

The japanese is an odd feeling. If I close my eyes and concetrate I see what look like chinese (or in this case maybe japanese) symbols but I would have to find a way to put them here as my computer doesn't have japanese symbols. I type the japanese symbols in the comment box but when I go to publish they don't show up just a bunch of numbers and stuff. If you have another way for me to contact you I can try that way.
Madara (guest)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
I am a 100 % sure I've hard the English version somewhere! 0.0 I just don't remember where. I think I'll be having a talk with my guide for that.
I'm translating the latin lyrics by intuition so I'm not sure if they are correct.
Sad the day will be
When men rise fron the ash to be judged,
So forgivefull Jesus spare them.
Again I don't know Latin and sorry because my translation is compleatly wrong. I think this just confuses you more, sorry
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
the japanese song translates to "morning star, why are you so red. Because I had a sad dream last night. My eyes are red from the tears I shed, swollen as I cry.

Then the second verse is:

Morning star why have you lost your way, I'm searching for a chilld that's gone afar. He can't be found though iv'e searched all day. My sad dreams come once more. In japanese its.

Natsuhiboshi naze akia? Yuube kanashii yume wo mita. Nnaite, hanashiata, akai me yo.

The second verse is:

Natsuhiboshi naze mayou, kiete warashi wo saga shiateru, dakara kanashii, yume wo miru. No writing this time but I remebered it by heart as soon as I woke up from the dream
IslVoter (257 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)

Do you feel you were in the church at one time--a past life? That might explain the Latin and the dream.

As to the creatures you created, I think that's possible. Because of your bipolar and tourettes, you may have been more in touch with your creative side than most. We all create in our dreams--not just pictures for a temporary experience, but actual "things" in other dimensions. You apparently created these things. And they have developed on their own since, which is the hallmark of creation, isn't it?

I've just been contacted by someone who had EVPs recorded in other languages which she can't translate. Any chance you could? She just wrote down phonetically what they sound like.

Isle - Lora
NovaStayer47 (guest)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
Yeah. The latin would be hard but you deffinately should look up the flowers and what they could mean in a magickal sense.
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
japanese obviously in japan but latin was spoken in many places throughout time. Be hard to identify the place and time period. But the flowers on the kimono seem very familiar for some reason.
NovaStayer47 (guest)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
Amazing. I am starting to think you might actually be having dreams about a past life that you lived. The whole 'you sang this to me when I was a little girl' might indicate a relation to the woman. And that you understand the different languages when you are dreaming could also mean that you lived in the places where the languages were usually spoken.
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
i had another dream. Much shorter though.

Im walking through hilly field with the greenest grass you ever saw. And I heard a song again. But this time in japanese of all languages. I found a woman wearing a royal blue kimono with flowers with pink petalk and a sky blue center on it. I asked her the same question as I didin the other dream but I said Anatahadaredesu ka? Anata wa sono uta o no ka?" means where am i? Did you make that song? And she said "Dōiu imidesu ka? Watashi wa chīsana on'nanokodatta toki, anata wa watashi ni kore o utau. Anata wa oboete imasen ka?" which means what do you mean? You sang this to me when I was a little girl. Do you not remember?" and I woke up. This was last night.
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
Nomen meum tempus est et sic I fecit hunc cantu means "my name is tme and yes I wrote that song." and the lyrics are:

Lacrimosa dies illa,

Qua resurget ex favilla,

Judicandus homo reus,

Huic ergo parce deus,

Pie jesu domine.
Madara (guest)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
Hi, I know the existence of a kinetic ability that let's you speak and understand other langueges. I'm sorry I don't remember the name, but I know it's real. Thanks to it I can understand most langueges and it's the reason I know English,Italian,Russian, Spanish and my native languge. Yes what you experienced was an OBE.
What does "nomen meum tempus est et sic I fecit hunc cantu" mean? I don't understand it quite well, I think it is something in the lines of "my name is the time in which this song was wrote". Sorry I only use latin for forecraft spells and I'm 14 so I'm not a genius.
Can I ask you to give me the lyrics of the song? Maybe they are the answer you seek.
ryelvert (1 stories) (12 posts)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
i can say and write the lyrics to the song by heart but other than that no. However a song I recently found has a section spoken in latin that I picked up very quickly without looking up the lyrics. When I did I was speaking them correctly. Maybe from this dream I have received some kind of innate gift for latin? I don't know but I do know that these can't be mindless dreams.
NovaStayer47 (guest)
8 years ago (2012-08-30)
This is amazing. I've never had an experience like this before. But-WOW! How amazing this is. I myself have been trying to astral project on my own with no such luck. I am sorry to say that I do not have an explantaion for this except you have a gift. I am terribly sorry to here about your Great-Grandmother. I have a question. Can you speak in Latin when you are not experiencing an OBE? Thank you.

Nova ❤

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