I have lived in my house since 1998 and I've experienced a lot of things in that time which I'm not really sure how to deal with or what to do about? To be honest I'm a little scared and I'm looking for some advice or direction. It would also be good to know that i'm not the only one experiencing these things and would like to know if anyone out there is experiencing similar?
It only seems to happen at night and it has now got to the point where I can't sleep without having a light on or my eyes covered with an eye mask and sometimes I even have to put ear plugs in, which isn't great when you need to hear an alarm to get up in the morning.
It all began with me waking up to see a man at the bottom of my bed, well the shape of a man. Please don't think i'm wierd I'm just saying it how I see it. I see people as I call them as 'red stringy things' They have no eyes just indents or bumps for facial and body features and appear to be red. Sometime they have a white light around them, like a glow. The first guy I saw was circling his hands over my head when I woke and as I went to grab him he walked away backwards. I put the light on he was gone but when I turned the light off he was back.
Again still in the night It then progressed to waking up and seeing hands coming out of the ceiling, the bed side table with voices asking for help. I would shout i'm coming hold on and I would try and grab them. My husband would put the light on and they would be gone.
Then I saw bodies 'the red stringy people' as I call them, with a white glow around them asking for help. Sometimes more than one, men and women. Sometimes I would feel like someone had just sat on my bed and I would turn around and they would reach out to me and ask for help.
Theses sightings or whatever they are really frightened me, but over the past year what I see and hear has now changed I no long see red stringy people but I do see doors opening and shutting on their own and slamming and I hear voices and noises. I go to bed now with an eye mask on. I've tried to go to sleep without it but I start to panic and always reach for it. I sleep easier knowing I can't see anything.
This week I felt like someone or thing was right in front of my face and they made a groaning noise, which happens on a regular basis, I can't feel a breath I just feel a presence. Last night I woke up to what sounded like someone swirling a coin around on a table downstairs, I shouted stop and it stopped. I got up and went downstairs and the two there coins that were on the table were still there.
I've even tried to set a camera up in my room to try and capture whatever I'm hearing but as yet I haven't seen or heard anything. Is this my imagination, I'm I dreaming or I'm I experiencing something? I would really love to hear from anyone who has had the same?
My boyfriends says that I talk a lot in my sleep, I bolt upright and sometimes put my arm over him covering him and hold my hand up and say stop. I don't know I'm doing this and can't remember in the morning but this is something my husband and boyfriends after we got divorced have said I do all the time.
I went to visit my friend after her brother killed himself by hanging and before I left I witnessed him give her a hug. I saw an outline figure almost like a grey transparent body shape move towards her and hug her. I could see her body move through this shape as if she was being hugged and she looked right at me and said you can see him. He has just hugged me. I can see by your face you saw it. It was the most moving thing I've ever seen and I burst into tears.
I have two cats and can usually tell when something is going to happen as the cats start to stare and their hackles go up. Sometimes things move even when I'm watching the TV or just relaxing. A crystal I have on a string hanging from my window starts to spin, or a door slams. Or the cat flap starts to bang like it's being punched, which really scares me and the cats!
I went to a couple of spiritalist churches to see if they could make any sense of things. I didn't ask them I waited to see if anything came through for me. Five mediums told me that I was actually a medium, that I was a rescuer and that I could see and hear things. People in the transition to the afterlife were looking for direction and asking for help. They also told me there was a little boy in my house, the son that I mis-carried and that he was trying to get a hold of me but didn't want to frighten me.
Please if anyone has experienced the same I would love to hear from you as I'm finding it all a little overwhelming and frightening.