I am hoping that someone can PLEASE help me figure out what all of these experiences mean and mostly HOW I can use these gifts to HELP others. I desperately want to help people, but am at a loss as to how to do this. I am hoping that someone out there will help me pinpoint exactly what I am and how I can use this to serve others. THANK YOU!
Most of my experiences are different and far apart. It doesn't happen every day, but I am told that if you USE the gifts often they will develop, but I don't know HOW to USE the gifts as I work at home alone. Who do I practice on?
Sorry if this is a bit long. My experiences are so different which is why it is confusing to me as to what to do with them.
In general, I feel other people's energy and emotions, but also I have visions of medical problems and future occurrances as well as I get "words" in my head to tell people about their situations.
It started when I was in the fourth grade in my classroom. As our maintenance man pulled his truck up outside of our classroom and put a tall ladder up against a covered walkway next to our window, I had a vision of him falling off the roof of the school and onto the pavement as he tried to find the ladder with his foot to come down off the roof. I couldn't focus on the teacher because I knew what I saw in my vision and I was afraid for the maintenance man who was climbing up on the roof. The whole time that he was on the roof, I was completely anxious. As he tried to come down from the roof, it happened just as I had seen in my vision. I thought I "made" it happen because I had "thought it". I know now that this is not the case. Ambulances were called. They took him away, and we never saw him again. I believe that he had died.
Another time I had a vision of a dog running out into the road in front of me while driving, so I slowed down, and within 10 seconds it happened just like my vision. In my vision the dog was running through tall grass and I could not see him from the road. That is exactly what happened. I was SO grateful for the vision so that I did not hit the dog with my car.
I had a dream of being very ill and up high in a hospital room I had never been in before and was looking out over the city. However, 3 weeks later my brother became severely ill, and when I visited him in the hospital, I looked out the window and it was the same exact vision I saw in my dream.
I was at a business party in Las Vegas and I saw a man there that I had never met before, and I immediately got a vision of him in a casket with his hands folded over him and they were gray. I felt compelled to tell him to see a doctor immediately for his heart. He told me that he knew that he had a problem and was seeing the doctor that week and was amazed at how I knew he had heart trouble as he had told no one.
I had a neighbor who called me crying saying that her husband had stomach pains the night before and they were running tests to see what the problem was. I immediately had a vision of a large cancerous tumor on his kidney, and the words came to me, "once they take it off he'll be fine." I told her what I saw and heard. That is exactly what happened.
That same neighbor called me one day and asked about her mom. She said, "I know you know these things." She said that her mom was feeling fine, but that the doctors had found a tiny spot on a scan on her liver. The words immediately came into my head, "You barely have enough time to say goodbye." I told her to get to her mom in Tennessee as quickly as possible. She died 10 days later.
I had a client whose 10-year-old daughter was seriously ill. She was in intensive care and her organs were shutting down from a serious infection. When I prayed and asked God what to tell those parents of that really sick little girl, He told me to tell them that "she would wake up on Friday and be just fine." This was on a Monday. I was SO nervous because I wondered, "What if I'm wrong?" But, it felt almost like someone was pushing me from behind or like a strong wind was pushing me from behind trying to encourage me to say it. I told them what I felt that God had told me to tell them. She woke up on Friday morning completely fine.
Once I prayed for a neighbor's father who was sick with cancer, and I felt that God told me instantly, "He's going to die. This is his time." He died a few months later.
I "was told" that a friend of mine should move to Houston to meet her future husband. She moved and met him very shortly afterwards. The moment I met him I knew he was the one, and I told her so. They are happily married now with 2 children.
I "knew" that friends of mine were going to conceive a child even though they had tried for years without success. They have 3 kids now.
I "knew" that 2 friends of my daughters were being molested by their fathers. When I walked down the hallways of my daughter's high school I was overwhelmed with the thoughts of all of those kids. It was so clear it was almost like actually "hearing" their thoughts, but it was words coming at me in my head as I passed them. I still feel this a lot when I am in a grocery store or passing by people. I am completely empathic, but don't know what to do with that. I can actually feel what people are feeling, and when it is a child or an animal, I cannot hardly take it in. I usually just start crying. Why do I know what people are feeling? If someone is feeling sad, unloved, hurt, or frustrated, how can I help that person? It's the same with TV. It's just overwhelming.
I have had visions of friends and family members children before they were born - my own grandson included. My daughter sent me a picture on her phone of a home she and her husband were possibly looking at buying, and I instantly saw a vision of her standing at the sink with a little boy standing nearby. I instantly knew that this was the home they would buy and that she would have a boy. It happened just like that.
I have smelled flowers and cologne in the middle of the night that woke me up the smell was so strong. I know this was a visitation from lost loved ones. I felt that my brother was standing about 6 feet away from me one day not too long ago. He passed away last Thanksgiving.
I had a vision that a friend of my daughter's has a blocked left fallopian tube and she is trying to conceive. I don't know what to do with that. I am trying to learn to become a healer because I am wondering if this is why I see and "know" things. It's frustrating to know that someone is sick and I can't help them. I really want to help people. If I could choose my purpose in life it would be to heal people and/or to be a medium. But, I have no idea if any of this has anything to do with that.
I apologize for how long this was. I am just praying that someone out there can advise me as to what I can do with this and how I can develop it to help others.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for ANY help you can give! God Bless You! I would be eternally grateful for any all all advice.