Scared To Dream

Let's just say that my family is not exactly the most normal family. My dad can tell who someone is just by looking at them, my sister Steph can feel other people's feelings, and my little brother still sees ghosts now that he is 6. This, whatever this is, thing passed over my other sister, and I thought it would be kind to pass me over too. But no, it seems that I can dream of things that happens a year later. You know what let's go back to the beginning, no not the big boom beginning. My beginning. I use to have dreams all the time. I saw people I never even knew in my dreams, people at school and how they actually ended up in real life now. But yea other then those creepy butt dreams I had every now and then, I was a pretty normal kid. And then when I turned 7 all of my dreams stopped. When the dreams stopped I had the best years of my life, no bad grades, no time outs, even my family was doing good money wise. But then they happened again. When I was 12 I had more dreams, starting with a dream of a girl that was smoking with a bunch of other bad kids, now don't get me wrong this girl was a pretty good kid but the next day I saw her smoking with all of the kids that I saw in my dream. From that moment on my grades started to drop again, and my dreams were coming in more ugly bows each and every night. I now realize that my dad and sister doesn't know about their own gifts. My dad only believes in my little brother when he says he saw the houses ghosts again. But when I tell anybody about what happens to me each time I close my eyes, they say they believe me. But could I know if they are joking, lying, or even telling the complete truth? Well I couldn't not ever, because I have a form of autism called Aspergers syndrome. And most people that have it can't tell when someone is joking or not. So this has been the hidden side of my life I haven't told anybody but my own family, I hope you all now know about me and my sad life.