November 4, 2012
2 Years ago from today, I was in-tune with everything that gave life by its dormant looks. Rock, Leaves, a forest of Trees, it's all have had some type of deep connection with I, myself. Sadly, it was the year I turned against favoring darkness as I sleep. The dark is what scares my soul into a dormant sleep, quiet metaphorically at first I could say, but now as if now, literal.
At 12 years, they told me I was as strong as they could possibly come. I believed in it for a pretty long time, but gave up on believing nonsense. Now, I believe it fully. I recall to becoming 14 years of age, that I would have recognizable transformations to my heart, mind, and soul. I now understand. My heart has changed from being an overly-sensitive, anguished, dramatic being. Now, I have patience, and I cannot feel anger. I am smiling, I am happy, Neutral, and Passionate. I am now studying my atmosphere from a whole new perspective, and feel almost fearless.
I also have went into a hard-core trance from the passed 2 months now, and realized I could control it, although sometimes it gets the best of me.
Now a new thing has happened to me, and I've noticed a blue ray of light has been strangely emitted by my right hand at one point. 3 nights ago actually, was the first time. And I've felt that the blue light is only controlled when I find no fear in the darkness. Explains why spirits scarred me from the darkness as a girl, now I don't dare to be in a dark room alone.
Am I, or Am I Not, the "Chosen One?"
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