I was born with a gift. A gift that I discovered really, only when I was 8. Seeing things is not even the bare-minimum of what I can do though. It's what I physically can do, is what seems to amaze others. But more importantly, myself.
Understand, that yes, I too see those berserk spirits running about, causing whatever. But there is so much more. Such as I am a High School student, who can emit light unwillingly by their bare hands? I can also, send extensions of my own energy on-forth the one I focus hard on.
However, I've recently lost sight of those powers. But one came and stayed as if a disease, that plagues me through just every-day activities. It's a trance-like state that triggers frequently, but at random, during the day, week, or sometimes a month. My friends rather think I'm dazing out, all the while I can't physically see what's in front of me. Only voices from the outside world get to me, as I try and fight it off so I can continue with what I'm doing.
The feeling inside, is as if I find something familiar. As while it had been mixed in with a dream I'd only feel asleep. There would appear short, moving pictures. That in which rather shows me something that's childish, something I felt I remembered long before, or something that is in an Emergency-State where fires, kidnappings, or murders occur.
It's coming way frequent, compared to the first day it happened. It was October of 2012 for if you haven't read any past-posts of mine. My Freshman year in fact is when it started.
And out of this all, I have no way to decide if it's Teenage Hormones, or the true thing-- But it feels as if something is waiting for me. However, once I turn 16 will it come, along with all other things that are fully awakened by then. I was personally envisioning this soul that is inside me, who had been dormant for 14 years. In which I had envisioned before the day I turned 14. Once I had turned such age, that's when everything truly changed. I always thought I was "Just Imagining" things, but it's the true thing. (In which I also stated in an earlier post of mine.)