The darkness is what everybody requires for a restful sleep. The darkness is my personal enemy. I thought I have conquered this fear as a 11 year old, but they've tortured my feelings into believing if the lights are out, they will come out. However, as long as the lights are on, I will not have to encounter the dreadful beings.
Through my conscious deep thought 2 years ago, I quote "In the year 2012, one, 14 year old teenage girl, will take notice to a series of transformations in her mind, heart, and soul. A 14 year old teenage girl such as whom you will be." The voice said.
I knew it couldn't have of been me of course, I only owned limited psychic powers such as visions in a dream, and contact through my mind with spirits. So I would have thought it could be a girl I knew, or a girl maybe the same age as I with no relationship. Now, the noticing I've tuned into has been matching the quote I wrote.
I used to be dramatic, unselfish, anguished, tempered, enlightened, and mostly ignorant to all of life. 3 months after I turned 14 as of this year, I've studied the atmosphere with a new perspective. Also, found myself more fearless than before. I have also noticed myself as being more passionate and neutral than I had been; I cannot even feel anger and patience as I used to.
I was left into a trance countless times divided amongst the previous 3 months mindlessly and at first uncontrollably (as explained in my last article "Focus"), I have noticed my soul has grown quite larger than before, noticing dark auras haven't been able to come near I. Last and finally, an astounding blue ray of light shot from my right hand as I was speaking of an encounter I made with a friend using my spiritual powers.
I thought back to when the blue ray of light happened, what I was doing during that time. Then I remembered we were both in my bedroom, alone, in the pitch-black darkness. That was the first time in 3 years that I allowed myself in a dark room with no fear of what I couldn't see. And that was the first time the blue ray of light occurred. Next night all lights were off, and my friend had already fallen asleep. I had no fear at that point, and tried figuring out how that light came to be. I kept waving my hand like the way I previously had, and the blue light would not be seen again. I begin leaving myself into a deep trance though, and in tuned myself with the spiritual powers I always possessed. Not to long afterwards, the blue ray of light lit up my right hand, and the hand glowed blue in the pitch dark.
The last attempt I made, was with a whine glass half-filled with tap water. It felt like I could actually make the water glow blue, as if I already knew how. I wet my index finger with the water inside, and continually ran it around the rim of the whine glass. It was clouding up each time my finger made a complete circle around the rim. I noticed it was daytime though, and needed to test my theory behind if I need to be in total darkness or not for my powers to shine though. I went to the darkest room of the house that owns no windows, and optional light. Therefore, I stepped onto the first step of the basement, and held the glass out as close as I could to the darkness; I witnessed the water tinting blue, but it wasn't shining at all beings the light from behind me was still shining onto the glass and I both. I begin trying to close the basement door behind me, but each inch it was about to close made me tremble, and afraid. I gave up and ran out before I could witness the full glow of the water.
My suspicions concluded me to that, the dark spirits could not touch me even if they wanted to, but they still were enabled to scare me until their heart's content. That plan was to scare me, and force me into fear of black darkness before I turned 14 so I could not use these re-found powers.
Comment please to tell me your suspicions, I would love to hear what you believe. If you would like to understand more, please read back to "Focus," the previous article I submitted October 17, 2012.