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Fearing Darkness

 

The darkness is what everybody requires for a restful sleep. The darkness is my personal enemy. I thought I have conquered this fear as a 11 year old, but they've tortured my feelings into believing if the lights are out, they will come out. However, as long as the lights are on, I will not have to encounter the dreadful beings.

Through my conscious deep thought 2 years ago, I quote "In the year 2012, one, 14 year old teenage girl, will take notice to a series of transformations in her mind, heart, and soul. A 14 year old teenage girl such as whom you will be." The voice said.

I knew it couldn't have of been me of course, I only owned limited psychic powers such as visions in a dream, and contact through my mind with spirits. So I would have thought it could be a girl I knew, or a girl maybe the same age as I with no relationship. Now, the noticing I've tuned into has been matching the quote I wrote.

Heart:

I used to be dramatic, unselfish, anguished, tempered, enlightened, and mostly ignorant to all of life. 3 months after I turned 14 as of this year, I've studied the atmosphere with a new perspective. Also, found myself more fearless than before. I have also noticed myself as being more passionate and neutral than I had been; I cannot even feel anger and patience as I used to.

Soul:

I was left into a trance countless times divided amongst the previous 3 months mindlessly and at first uncontrollably (as explained in my last article "Focus"), I have noticed my soul has grown quite larger than before, noticing dark auras haven't been able to come near I. Last and finally, an astounding blue ray of light shot from my right hand as I was speaking of an encounter I made with a friend using my spiritual powers.

Mind:

I thought back to when the blue ray of light happened, what I was doing during that time. Then I remembered we were both in my bedroom, alone, in the pitch-black darkness. That was the first time in 3 years that I allowed myself in a dark room with no fear of what I couldn't see. And that was the first time the blue ray of light occurred. Next night all lights were off, and my friend had already fallen asleep. I had no fear at that point, and tried figuring out how that light came to be. I kept waving my hand like the way I previously had, and the blue light would not be seen again. I begin leaving myself into a deep trance though, and in tuned myself with the spiritual powers I always possessed. Not to long afterwards, the blue ray of light lit up my right hand, and the hand glowed blue in the pitch dark.

The last attempt I made, was with a whine glass half-filled with tap water. It felt like I could actually make the water glow blue, as if I already knew how. I wet my index finger with the water inside, and continually ran it around the rim of the whine glass. It was clouding up each time my finger made a complete circle around the rim. I noticed it was daytime though, and needed to test my theory behind if I need to be in total darkness or not for my powers to shine though. I went to the darkest room of the house that owns no windows, and optional light. Therefore, I stepped onto the first step of the basement, and held the glass out as close as I could to the darkness; I witnessed the water tinting blue, but it wasn't shining at all beings the light from behind me was still shining onto the glass and I both. I begin trying to close the basement door behind me, but each inch it was about to close made me tremble, and afraid. I gave up and ran out before I could witness the full glow of the water.

My suspicions concluded me to that, the dark spirits could not touch me even if they wanted to, but they still were enabled to scare me until their heart's content. That plan was to scare me, and force me into fear of black darkness before I turned 14 so I could not use these re-found powers.

Comment please to tell me your suspicions, I would love to hear what you believe. If you would like to understand more, please read back to "Focus," the previous article I submitted October 17, 2012.

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KaseyLyndal (3 stories) (34 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-11-18)
I'm 13 and sorta terrified of the dark; some nights I embrace it others I have to have all the lights in my room on. Maybe this is why.
devoidair332 (2 stories) (3 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-11-13)
I have/have had dreams and have had constant deja vu since ten years back and most of them were about 70% accurate, I can feel a warm sensation coming from my inside me, and I also see colors and numbers/letters but only around some places, I think I've also seen what I thought was a ghost, I was wondering if anyone could give me advice about harnessing these talents?
PatrixieKuchiki (guest)
 
8 years ago (2012-11-13)
First of all, I would like to clarify that not all demons are BAD BAD. There are just some who would click with you and some who just won't.And not all demons are out to "GET MANKIND"---like in Heaven, they have their HIERARCHIES, and the higher ones don't even give an F about us humans unless we've summoned them or they feel affinity with you. Please do keep that in mind.:)) )
Based on your story, I think it's some lowly demonic being. If you think it only wants to hurt you (your intuition plays a MAJOR ROLE in here), conquer that EVIL BEING by calling on ArchAngel Michael. Lots of prayers are available on Google for calling on AA Michael, and he is known to be VERY RELIABLE, PROTECTIVE and CHIEF of the AAs so... He won't let you down as long as you believe in him.
And of course do something about it yourself. Each day try to accustom yourself to a bit of darkness (ex:only the lamp on) until you can finally manage with the lights off.
It's not about feeling fear,honey.IT'S ABOUT NOT LETTING FEAR WIN.
Whenever fear comes your way, say a prayer, call out AA MICHAEL and trust yourself (this is very important) that you are not alone and IT CANNOT CONQUER YOU. Belief and faith alone can change many THINGS.
Praying for your safety!:)
Zin (guest)
 
8 years ago (2012-11-12)
Demons don't gaurd, what I assume you to have is simply a darker spirit than normal around you acting as a spirit guide. But on the other hands demons pretend to protect and/or gaurd while simply feeding off your energy until they are finally powerful enough to consume you. Basically, you are simply food for them, like a protein shake. As for removing it you must first find how and why it is there.
BluDeath (1 stories) (9 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-11-12)
we need your help... We have this thing that is following us my sister has a demon and we think I have a guardian demon his/her name is death its been with me since I was little and my sisters demons name is blu if there is anything that can help please do it I'm scared for my sister and i...
Ysemay_Zasticia (1 stories) (22 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-11-07)
Control your fear. They feed on it and it makes them stronger, which makes you more afraid, which in turn increases their strength even more in a never-ending cycle. Meditate. Learn to completely empty your mind of all thoughts. If you wish to learn to do this, try reading The Power of Now. It's a book by someone whose name I cannot remember, but many libraries have it. It is a useful skill to learn anyway. When you can shut off the voice inside your head that speaks constantly throughout your day, telling you how you feel about everything, then you can better hear the quiet voice of the psychic abilities that often gets lost. Also, when you shut this voice off you can react to situations much, much differently. One such way is that your fear will not register in your mind and body, giving the shadows nothing to feed on, which keeps you stronger than them and in control. It has been a while since I have had full control of and/or access to my abilities, but this book has helped me with what little control I have manged to acquire. I hope this helps!

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