I'm a 16 year old girl who lives in the Netherlands. I have had a weird experience this night and I was wondering if some of you could help me figure out what it means or have experienced the same.
I couldn't sleep very well this night, I was constantly woken up or busy in my mind in a sort of half asleep half awake set of mind. After only having slept for about an hour in total, at about 5 am I was wide awake. Suddenly, when I was laying on my right side, I felt an enormous pressure on top of me, pushing me into the bed. It started at my legs but then it felt like a head started to rest on top of me as well. I couldn't move and only whisper. I heard high pitching sounds and some kind of a feminine moan, when all of the sudden the pressure lifted. I could see the face of a man with glasses and a bald head, followed by images of stop signs and levers being pulled. Then, everything faded away and I was covered in sweat.
Somehow, I didn't feel afraid at all. It didn't feel like an evil presence, so I stayed very calm to my own surprise where normally I would have totally freaked out. I'm sure it wasn't a dream, because I was very awake and conscious at the moment it happened.
Does anybody know what this means? Is this a spirit visiting me? I've had some experiences before, but always ones that involve smell, emotions and physical feelings (such as the feeling of being choked/nausiated/etc.) but I've never actually seen a spirit.
I hope some of you can help me! Thanks in advance!