This post kind has something to do with my last post; 'Shadow people, Astral projection And Dark fog'. But I don't think my last one had enough detail.
Anyway, I need help. I used to see all kinds of Shadow beings, I would hear voices and feel like I was always being watched, I would see these big black orbs everywhere, I would see this strange dark fog and one time I was physically harmed by a ghost or poltergeist... Anyway I think you get the point.
Before all of that first started it came in stages; Like, first I started to see shadows out of the corner of my eyes about once or twice a week. But it did't bother me much. It went on like that for a couple months. Then I began seeing the Shadow beings directly in front of me and in the mirrors and I began seeing them more frequently.
Then the Orbs and the Fog started appearing and everything else got worse.
I was so frightened at that point that I started praying more often and I started having a stronger belief in God. A couple months after that everything stopped... Completely.
Now I only see the Shadow beings when i'm depressed or sad...
Anyway, what I need help with is that I want to start seeing the Shadow beings and/or ghosts again, except this time i'm prepared for it and hopefully won't be as frightened. (lol)
It may sound a bit odd that I want to open myself back up to the thing that nearly drove me mad, but honestly, without being able to see them I feel a bit blind, and oddly enough, the Shadow beings made me feel kind safe. I have no idea why.
Thanks for reading! (Sorry if this was boring)