I been having experiences with a certain being or deity of some kind. He is definitely not spirit or a ghost some kind because I would have sensed it. He is also have an positive feeling/energy emitting from him. He isn't evil what so ever. I can only sense him when he is protecting me from demonic beings, cheering me up, or watching me sleep. Once and the blue moon I see him in my dreams. This being has hazel eyes and dark hair and medium height
First time I felt his energy was when I couldn't sleep and I felt very sad at the time then I just felt an blanket of pure light energy wrapped around me saying "It's okay" I asked ho was it and the deity responded "A friend" I couldn't describe the feeling at all; I wanted it to last forever.
The second time I met him was when I was being attacked and suffocated on the bed by an evil entity (I was wide awake and I heard "Get off of her!"After a few weeks I had an dream of him carry me down a flight of stairs then whispered in my ear saying "I'll be waiting for you.". Ever since then I have been starting to become more intuitive and well aware of my surroundings and well aware of the spirit world. Sometimes he will sit on my bed and watch me read and ask "What you reading?", How was your day?" etc.
I can not sense him well since he has an high energy level. It's like I know him but I don't and I'm starting to develop feelings for him and the whole thing feels familiar. I just want people's input and I wonder if anyone experience the same thing. I'm trying to give much info as possible.