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Is This A Gift Or Just Anxiety?

 

First, I want to say thank you for taking the time to read this I am looking for any help. In '08 my father died of cancer I witnessed this in my home, witness to my grandma dying months later as well. Soon after long story short I had two near death experiences, I for sure saw a bright white light strong presence in the hospital so peaceful. I'm sorry had to mention in case it ties in I have no clue? I've been having strong anxiety for a few years. Social anxiety it seems I can't be in a group of people without feeling drained or I want to run out of the room. Shopping malls are the worst I pick up energy and something gross in my mouth like runners mouth? I feel dirty or sad/depressed. I pick up emotion everywhere and people sense it from me I feel like. I hear voices in my head but it sounds like my own but some are for sure not any of my own thoughts. But big reason why I am here I visited the cemetery where my dad is buried had my rosary beads with me crying said some prayers the sun all of the sudden beamed down on me I took a picture thought oh how pretty? I left the next day only to look at the picture and see a bright white circle of light at eye level a spirit orb when I looked it up. I was thinking how amazing but i'm living with this uncertainty of my anxieties and can't shake these voices. Family knows I have anxiety was diagnosed almost 2 years ago put on medication it doesn't help. If I have a gift and i'm not seeing it I want to know so I can have peace and be of service to others.

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AmandaLinette (21 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-02-15)
Hi! I think you might have a gift of mediumship, which is commonly mistaken as 'severe' anxiety when first awakened:).

Check out these articles, I think they may help:
Http://amandalinettemeder.com/blog/2014/2/11/could-my-anxiety-be-a-sign-of-mediumship-and-psychic-abilities

Http://amandalinettemeder.com/blog/2014/2/10/how-do-you-become-a-psychic-medium

With love,
Amanda
WhitePhoenyx (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-29)
I almost became anti social but I always look by my side and I thought about the people who cared about me. I focused on drawing and exercising (I don't like gym but it helps) .I blocked certain people because those people's insecurities were eating at my energy (bullies and jealous people). So put up an shield against these people And you should be fine. It takes practice though.
katielove23 (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-29)
Since writing here I feel a lot better almost as if I recognized what I'm feeling and it cleared my thoughts. And yes I feel the same WhitePhoenyx. I need tips to have more control when I feel drained, I always want to keep my own positive energy with me but when I open myself to let others energy in that is when I feel drained. How do you release it when need be?I'm becoming anti social over it if I could feel that I am alright and protected maybe from a spirit guide if I have one I think everyone does, there are ways to control this and learn more and I hope and pray I am not imagining things then I will be on a road to happiness 😊
WhitePhoenyx (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-29)
Me too! In school or certain places my presence tends to heal other people's energies and it just drains me.

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