Auras And Visions

Hi Soki, sweetie,

Tyler86 is right. I have been told the same thing through distinct experiences I've gone through over the past couple of years. I have been experiencing the same as you; as well as dark figures whispering to me at night, telling me that I am a witch--to be specific. This dark spirit has also told me that it is a vampire. I do not believe this. I believe that it is simply a dark soul that has attached itself to me. It wants my attention, and it wants me to be afraid.

I believe that this spirit thinks that I am a novice--I am--so it feels superior privilege. After traumas (the deaths of my father and grandmother) I was open to this, spiritually/subconsciously. The spirits began by reaching me through dreams. Now, it is all the time. I have auto-transcribed with this spirit, who I saw as a shadow person years ago, after my grief, and now, it believes that it can contact me all the time.

I have experienced good things as well. I know that there are others, not just dark spirits, who are helping me, teaching me. But if they have ever spoken to me, directly, I don't think so. They more like, guide me physically through events, and help sort out my thoughts. I have no teacher, otherwise. Things/happenings are willed to me, given to me, etc. Based on my "wishes/prayers." Also, through negative experiences.

I believe my guardians are letting me experience the dark spirits attack, so that I can learn. But, I am also having to learn how to get rid of them through positive behavior, acknowledging my feelings and separating them from others (especially negative feelings). I never knew that that was my problem. My mother is severely depressed--always has been--but I now realize that the rage, tears, anxiety, and fear I knew does not come from within me. Her screaming fits, aside from that, were like razors to my heart. As an empath, it is easy to be hurt--emotionally, it is the worst. I have been reacting, feeling her pain as my own. That was the most important thing I learned. I feel safe, now, being able to achieve mental distance.

And I know that love is all there is. Because of this, there is also lack of love, and all humans move through our realm battling this from within ourselves, all the way out to each other. I feel more confident in my battle than ever before. God Bless you, and I hope that helps.

❤

There is truly nothing to fear but one's own lack to understand the creation of their reality through sub-conscious manifestation. Dark Shadows are not to fear, as they are nothing more than a fragment of energy linked to the same source as the soul that embodies your physical body. We are not to JUDGE anything through its APPEARANCE, as energy has no appearance, but merely an energy signature. Once we learn to truly understand and obey the importance to see things impartially, we can then learn to see all as ZERO, as good and bad, light and dark, offers the universe balance. The only thing each soul needs to work on is LOVING themselves UNCONDITIONALLY. That alone will inspire, protect and attract all things beneficial to ones soul development.

Err... Umbrakinesis... I'm good without that 😐 thanks though Fred...

One, Fred, thanks. Two, yeah I know it an be dangerous. I don't like bending people to my will since it's kind of unnatural. And, I don't want it all to go to my head. Controlling people and all that, you know? But, I think I will look it up. Just to see what it's all about. Also, I saw you comment earlier about a "lost ability". Is all that true? (I mean, how to get it back)

Vitavie, I don't necessarily want the experiences back, just my visions. I haven't had one in a while and I'm not sure if its normal. The dark shadows come whenever they feel like it and that's not fun. But, is that's true? If I do that, they won't be able to tune into me? Sadly, with all the stress I have going on, focusing on myself is near impossible. I'm too busy working or studying to do much if anything. I could try to fit some time in, but will it really work? And the visions will come back?

One your not crazy. Two I do not see spirits or auras but know of techniques to prevent shadows from hurting you. One is to try picturing a bubble or shield around you. Like you aura but believe this to be a shield. It can be any color. Preferably something easy to picture. And then expand. Or you can try to learn umbrakinesis which is control over shadows. Since you can bend people to your will why not try bending shadows to your will. Mind you this can be a bit dangerous. If you do decide to do it just search it up.

You wish you lived those experiences again but, you say you didn't like that dark ugly fealing when shadows were passing throught.
Ask you're self why.
Would those abilities help you reach you're goals in life, happiness?
To me it seem you need to let it rest, and work on you're heart, to raise you're vibration into a more subtle, loving state.
When you become more present, more alert to what's around you, to you're interior light more centered and grownded; lower things can't touch you. They can't tune in to you're vibration.
When you tap into a "higher self" those abilities will come back in a different form. Allow it to happen.

Thanka for the help, really, but reiki? Astral traveling? What's that? And my dreams? Now I'm curious.

The arua controlling ability is a sign of reiki and also astral travel/projecting. As for the sensation of being watched, etc, it is a common sign of being a senative meaning thusly that you just pick up of spiritual presences. As for your dreams if you feel like sharing them I could possibly assist you with them.