I've been a psychic since childhood, being able to feel other people's emotions and see shadows, hear voices, etc.
I've totally dedicated this side of me in my teen ages, but after being haunted by nightmares and panic, I ended up becoming an evangelical Christian, that means all my powers got suppressed until recently, and I cannot hold anymore.
I am starting to be able to separate my own feelings from the others, and I still do not recognize when the voice I hear is good or bad.
I am going through personal issues and I know once I get my psychic side organized it will get better. I still hear more white noises than real voices, but I can hear full sentences already, but cannot develop full conversations with the spirits.
I have full visions of some of my past lives, and I am right now feeling in a prison, I feel like dying.
My energy is so strong that the only psychics that can do readings for me are the ones who use mediunic powers to do so. The card readings get very messed up and some even refuse to read for me as my energy sometimes mess with their energy field.
I am looking for a mentor, man or woman, or both:), with strong psychic powers, premonitions and willing to really help me. I am looking specifically for Yogi gurus (high), witches (white or black), sangomas and mediums.
My yoga teacher once said: when you decide to look for a mentor, the mentor will find you. I know you are there, and I smell flowers near you. There is a yellowish lamp or light bulb in your room, a human figure statue, your curtain is white and your room is bright. You don't smoke anymore, but keep the ash tray. Is that you?