My house has a walk-in closet in the bedroom I live in. It has a
Door that when closed keeps out nearly all of the light. Inside the closet is where I've chosen to meditate. I basically just stare at the wall in this closet with the lights turned off. Before I started to use this room to meditate, I just sat in my room with my eyes shut to help quiet the mind. I'd often see various colors inside my eyelids.
When I began to meditate inside of my closet, as the room is mostly dark, I started to meditate with my eyes open. It was at that time I began to notice those same patterns and colored shapes and colored smoke inside the closet floating around my head in front of my eyes. This surprised as well as intrigued me. Most of the time now as I would began my meditation session and turn off the light inside of the room, I could "see" some sort of a kind of green and dark color that looked to be part of the wall in front of me. The closet is painted white but I should not be able to discern any colors anyway as the room was just too dark and my eyes did not yet have a chance to adjust. Then a kind of smoke began to rise in front of the green/dark wall. This kept up until my eyes became better adjusted to the darkened room. It was at that time I began to see colorful patterns.
These patterns began to take on complex geometric shapes. It was like someone was using a "Spirograph" in the air in front of my eyes. These shapes were "drawn" in 3D. Sometimes the shapes would seem to merge with each other. More often than not, each one would rise to the ceiling and stay there. As I continued to meditate, these beautiful complex multicolored patterns quickly filled the room with purple,red, and violet shapes. They seemed to move around the room at will. Most of them ended up on the ceiling. They would stack one on top of another.
The colors are the most vivid in the morning soon after I get up. They seem to have some kind of "life" of their own. They respond to any of my good emotions and become dim with any fear based emotion is expressed. When I'm in an extra good mood, they will become very large. They will grow right out of my hands. At times, I can just barely feel them. I can actually feel a slight tickle as they bump into me. I also feel a vibration when a whole lot of them come off of me.
Sometimes my entire body gets covered with a purple glow. They don't seem to go away when I open the door because each time I return to the room for another meditation session that same day, many remain just without as vivid colors. Like I already stated I'm unable to see any of them unless I'm very nearly, but not totally in a darkened space. I can not seem to capture much on film as my digital camera needs more light than they have to offer. Their structure is very fine. They are Gossamer-like and can be blown around by my breath.
This may be almost too much for anyone to believe but simple doubt, disbelief, and my inability to prove any of this story doesn't mean it's not so. This is the only place I've posted any of this story. I know this sounds like a fairy tale. I believe that even someone with an open mind will have questions. I don't put any energy into negativity. This world needs more truths that allow another person to smile, raise an eyebrow or two and allow it to exist. Post what you will. Until then, Love and Light to all. Bye for now