People called me by different names. Some said I'm an indigo child, Some said I'm a light worker, While others called me a warrior Or a healer:) But 1 thing is for sure,I'm here carrying a mission to help people. To see smile on people's face and to respect people's choices. Some look at me as their guide while others look at me as their students. I guide people according to what I know and learn from people for what I don't know. Here is my story:
Ever since I was a kid, I always felt different. But I did not have the ability to see spirits nor something unusual. I didn't act like a kid normally would at my age. At that time my friends would play barbie. While I was just stayed very quiet. I was a tomboy. I always act like a fighter, carrying sword,&i know how to dodge someone's attack. Even I never had a lesson of martial arts. I also often giving advise to people including my parents. But of course they'll say what did I know? I'm just a little girl haha. I remember how I often spend most of my time in the balcony praying for this world. At this age (22) I'm not sure what I was thinking at that time, But I always did that secretly anyway. I had a common problem like what a psychic usually have when they are still young. People around me ignored me and won't believe me. I was lost. I don't understand a lot of things about humans and I don't want to understand. Because I always thought 'if they don't want to understand me, why should I understand them?'. That pushed me to finally ignored my abilities. But instead of hiding it, it just kept growing.
I remember how I can do a weather forecast just by looking at the sky, I also remember how I give proofs to my cousin about my precognition ability, and how I told my classmate about every each person's feeling during science class. But of course like what others would usually think, its normal. I thought everyone can do that. At that time its more like I didn't want to believe that I'm different. I felt lonely. Didn't have any friends who can really be connected with me. That's when I closed my abilities entirely. During my college time. Everything is fine. No abilities. No weird thoughts or visions. Just 1 thing is not fine, something inside me kept telling me its not right. And so one time I injured my right hand, which forced me to take a break from starting my bachelor degree. I spend a long time doing nothing. Desperate. Vulnerable. Having injured hand is like having no future. That's what I thought. But at that time god helped me. I met a lot of new peoples. I learned a lot. It was like an awakening for me. I become a new person. I was given a gift to heal people. That's when the time I decided that I want to help people. And god let me meet a lot people who had problems. At first I thought healing is nothing special at all. Its not cool being a cleric you know. Warrior with sword is cooler for me at time:P but I now understand. It's a blessing for me to able to cure someone's heart,mind,soul,&body with god's permission.
Since I was a kid I often dream about how I help people and my family in a chaotic world. It's usually in night time. Buildings are falling apart. Lots of injured peoples. 'demons' are everywhere. When I'm in that dream, I usually wear a different clothes and the appearance is not like my current self. In that dream I usually fight those demons and trying to protect people around me. I also dream about how I have wings. White wings. Like the one angels have. And its huge. I often dream about how I fly and sometimes I dream of falling. But weirdly enough, I'm not injured at all. As time goes by, the dream just getting more real. It feels like I'm in a certain mission/adventure. My appearance and my abilities keep changing. My latest appearance is, I'm wearing a hooded cloak with sleeves. Its a white cloak and on that cloak there are colors of violet on some part. There are design of lines in gold. Inside that cloak I'm wearing a tight black clothes. Like a cat woman. I also carry a sword. And I remember how I have the abilities to control energy and elements. I won't explain it any further cause it'll make a very long story haha. 2 of my friends also have similar dreams. Its just they are having different appearance,abilities,and mission. People said it's how I fight in the world of 'spirits'. While some said it's just a dream... Some also said its 'my other self'. Oh have I mentioned in every dream I always have the same appearance&becoming the same 'character'. The appearance only change when my 'consciousness' change. Its like an aura, it only change when either you regain more consciousness or lose one.
I would appreciate it to hear comments from you guys. And please tell your story if you can relate with what I had:) I have posted a few stories in this site before. About finding who I really am >.< And now I found it. Servant's of god and someone who support humans:D but even after all that, we are all the same:) and because we are the same, it is right for us to share our love and empathy to each other~~ <3
Love and light~~
Contact if you need a healer <3
Lets be friend!
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I also felt so very out of place. I want so badly for this world to understand what is happening now, what can happen later, and what happened before. I wish they would understand their power for good.
My entire life I have felt very alone, very confused by other people, I didn't (and still don't) understand why they act the way they do. Why they say and do the things they do with no purpose.
When I was 16 I began having a dream, its reoccurring and I have not had any other dream since (im now 26) in my dream my city is under a red sky of smoke and fire. The city is falling to pieces, the people are all scared and hurt. In my dream I walk with a wolf. I find the helpless, I seek out the children and the injured, and I keep them. I protect the ones that are being left behind. The world is falling apart and the U.S Government has forsaken its people. The world suffers.
The dream is every night.
But I want people to understand, what "we" are and why "we" have come to them...
Many of us are the indigo children, we have been sent here to save them, to protect them, to teach the little ones what will soon come. We are here to heal this land and its people, we are here to fight to protect it. The Light workers of this time are very strong. We are everywhere, many of us are just unaware of the power we hold. Don't be scared, never allow fear to over come you.