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Psychic or Visions of Past Life?


I sometimes wonder what I am. I have never felt human. I have always been an outcast. I don't know why though I am a good person. Sometimes though I can feel someone watching me, then suddenly I will hear them say my name, I see a shadow at the corner of my eye but when I turn there is nothing there. I always pass this as my imagination. But lately more has been happening and suddenly I have been wandering if maybe it is more then that.

I can't tell by myself though maybe someone can help me? It scares me you see and lately I have been having these sudden flashes of things that I sometimes can see clearly and other times are just a blur of color. I can't tell if it is real, my cousin says that I am seeing visions of my past life but I do not think she is right.

Since when did the 70s have wide flat screen TVs? But I do not know for sure is it as she said or something more? Will someone please give me advice? If someone could, I will be overly grateful. I really don't want to complain but some of the stuff I have been seeing and feeling is starting to scare me. I do not like feeling helpless that scares me more then everything else.

I just really need help for once I am at lost for an explanation.

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darkassassin92 (1 stories) (215 posts)
8 years ago (2016-05-07)
Sfrenger I never experienced anything paranormal that I can fully recall. But to say I truly do not know I meant to say I do not believe in heaven or hell anymore.
sfrenger (2 posts)
8 years ago (2016-05-01)
Darkassassin92, That comment didn't make any sense. How could you believe in reincarnation without believing in the afterlife? What do you think reincarnation is?
darkassassin92 (1 stories) (215 posts)
8 years ago (2016-03-17)
I do not believe in the afterlife but I believe more in reincarnation yes I am a Atheist. So what do other people believe?
sfrenger (2 posts)
8 years ago (2016-03-16)
Vampira, The things you are describing is almost identical to my experiences. However I'm 46 years old. Actually, I found this website while researching my rare blood. It seems like these are questions I should have been asking when I was younger. My mother has told me my whole life that I had the gift that runs in our family, but always contributed it to her bipolar disorder. I guess I've always known. Maybe having suppressed certain memories of being molested as an infant had something to do with it. I know this post is old so please let me know if you found out you were crazy. God I hope not.
constancy (2 stories) (64 posts)
16 years ago (2008-07-14)
Hello, Vampire:
I just read your story and as so often, when I read any of the stories on this forum, I say to myself: All a number of the storytellers need, is BASIC information about the PSYCHE and that means, that we as psychics, and you are becoming one, perceive the psychic world through our psychic senses, NOT through our physical senses. For each physical sense there is a PSYCHIC SENSE, and this psychic sense must be DEVELOPED. If our psychic senses aren't developed, we only receive glimpses of what there is to be aware of, as you do! Since you are receiving SOME of the psychic world, that is KNOWN to the SPIRITS you are with and therefore SPIRITS themselves will work on opening you further, by USING your psychic senses. So, please be aware of this. You could totally ignore the "sightings" and the psyches with you (also named spirits, souls, even ghosts... Its a matter of NAMING the psychic world, in some areas ALL are called SPIRITS, in other areas SOULS, in other areas PSYCHES, and in other areas even GHOSTS!)
Might let up, thinking that you are not ready yet, its up to you! Once you are totally open, once your psychic senses have been developed, it is difficult to close them again, because the psychic world WONT let you.
I have moved a manuscript onto the internet, called: "Agony of Psychism" which is free of charge. You may down-load it or just simply study it, its yours.
This manuscript is explaining in simple, understandable terms what PSYCHISM is all about. Its actually my story, from the beginning of my life as a psychic until today, many years of spychic experiences, and many BASIC lessons, easily understandable! Once you have read this book (sorry, it is not book-edited, there was no more time for it) you will understand yourself! The psychic world is immense and we all experience it in different ways and all of our experiences are equally valid, but BASICS are BASICS!
I sometimes call this manuscript, dictated to me mainly by my soul, my two daughters' souls, my son's soul, and also a good psychic friend of these four, a HANDBOOK on PSYCHISM. The author is called: Erika and the group of FIVE!
I hope I have been of help to you and the many who are doubting their psychic abilities. Psychics we ALL are, its just a matter of individual perception we are all confronted by, which sometimes makes it difficult for us to understand each other!

"The Agony of Psychism" can be found via GOOGLE! And also:
May GOD bless you. We are living in difficult times and need all of the help we can get.
Constancy (actually ERIKA found also under "Profile for Constancy"
SunderMic (3 stories) (123 posts)
16 years ago (2008-05-25)
umm yes I keep seeing this same guy in my visions and also when I close my eyes, which I believe is my past life which is a shame cause I was a man in my past life then lol.
when I was meditating one day I saw eyes just like mine then these evil eyes covering the other eyes which made me jump cause they just transformed in a way and then I just saw this man walking away in a long coat which now I keep seeing him and I always get he was like a highway man or something which is weird but I know he was a really bad person and which I keep getting he was hung or killed because what he done, which I have no idea why I keep getting the idea of that. But yes its weird.
and you are properly seeing the future as well vampira so just try hard and make the visions last longer to know more about them.
GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
16 years ago (2008-03-19)
Gaelrid - I'm not sure anymore what "Grand" means. People around me tend to have "grand" professions and some even a lot of money. I like doing different jobs, none of them grand. I never wanted a consuming profession honestly though everyone pushed me that way. But, I told a woman over and over to get to the doc, someone I didn't really know who planned to wait. She went to my surprise. She would have died soon, had surgery. Same thing with a young woman who rode motorcycles and failed sometimes to wear her helmet on short trips. I just pestered her everyday. Made her promise. An elderly woman didn't see her and ran over her. As she lying near a wheel, with her helmet on a few blocks from her house, she told me that she was glad I had kept on her about it. The way she told it was funny. Her leg was messed up some, but her head was fine. I could fill pages. I consider such things helpful. And sometimes voyages feel a little grand if scary. I guess it depends, deep inside, what is important to you. Stuff feels like excess weight to me, like being obese might feel I guess. We have a lot of it from the years of accumulating and my parent's passing and my husband's home. Stuff we have to keep. I tell my kids to hurry and settle down, really settle down, so they can take it.
Gaelrid (5 stories) (53 posts)
16 years ago (2008-03-18)
I have always felt like I was meant for a higher purpose, but not the "Multi-millionaire CEO" kind, more like something divine (though it could be illusions of grandeur or Messiah Complexe).
Also, at times, I fear that I might not be as good as I think I am cause of my reactions or feelings to certain things. Just last night, I dreamt that I beat someone up beacause I was jealous (it was a lucid dream so I was in control the whole time).
If anyone has any thoughts about this, you can leave a post here or E-mail me at: alex.andre.ct [at]
vampira (3 stories) (18 posts)
16 years ago (2008-03-17)
thank you! I really appreciate it! Though I still fill like an outcast it helps to know that so do other people I guess I was being a little self centered there 😁
Katie (42 stories) (369 posts)
16 years ago (2008-03-16)
I thought going through these kind of things there was something about me who was different to everyone else. I would say I haven't had a normal life but like they say what is normal no such thing as normal. Ever since I was a baby I was psychic I was born with it I guess.
I still thought I was living 2 life's and that this world wasn't real. Every time I have dreams on the spirit world I remember myself being in it. I have had flashbacks of my past life. Now that I have grown up its improved. Keep confident and stand up to it that is what I do because I do that I experience more things. It can be scary but its interesting. God wouldn't give us something we can't take. Sometimes I can't take it but I guess I have to live with it. I'm not scared so its coming back I'm experiencing things again. I would love to get tips and advice of people who can help me and help me understand why these ghosts are coming to me and waking me up.
mystical2 (16 stories) (483 posts)
16 years ago (2008-03-16)
I believe everyone does have an ability to have some kind of a sixth sense. But I also believe that there are a few of us that have been chosen and born to have a greater ability. God will not give us anything he knows we cannot handle. Yes, there are things we see that can be very scary. I have seen and felt some of these things. Ask God for guidance. You will receive answers. The answers are not always directly given. You need to start looking closely at what goes on around you. For example, the same number might arise several times. As you grow, it may take years, you will start to have some kind of understanding of it and begin to accept it.
hollinor (3 stories) (127 posts)
16 years ago (2008-03-16)
I remember thinking as a small child that I did not belong here. I felt like none of this was real an would soon pass away. I always felt like an outcast, like I was just watching life, but wasn't really a part of it. People were uncomfortable around me. As I've grown older, I've grown more accustomed to the feelings. Now I know that I'm not crazy and I know and feel things differently for a reason.
GlendaSC (5 stories) (1475 posts)
16 years ago (2008-03-15)
Vampira - I like to read about what people have written about themselves sometimes to help me understand their questions. I once met a beautiful woman with your name. I've remembered her for years. I'm 49 now. I was in my early teen years then, 12 or 13. I sometimes feel like you because I am so odd. I know that I'm human and I've always known there was a higher power, thank goodness. I know that someday I'll expire, my medical friends way of saying I'll die. I've had these flashed forever. Being a very Southern Baptist, conservative woman, my mom had problems with me at 2. She was a great mom. I tried not to give her grief ever. Even in my teens. My dad was the same. They were beyond great about stuff. It doesn't mean you aren't human to know things even if people look at you odd. If you ever pick up a Bible, all of those guys and gals knew stuff and visions all the time. It wasn't even like a big deal usually except it was because of who sent it obviously. That's helpful I think. Today my new boss at my new job, who is very sweet, asked my why I had on a coat this morning, with a hood. It was warm here. The hood was down. I told her because I thought it might rain and didn't really want to be soaked. When I left, it was pouring rain. We got hail a few minutes later as I drove home. I'm in SC. There were storms, big time. She was standing, along with others, under the store awning with nothing. I felt a little guilty getting to my car. But, I know she knows not to try to make me uncomfortable. I hope. The storms are over now in my area. Some trees and power lines are down. Some mobile homes got smashed, but I don't think in my town. I have a big mess of tree limbs in my yard. Bummer.
Katie (42 stories) (369 posts)
16 years ago (2008-03-15)
Hi I'm in the exact same situation I feel like I have 2 life's and I do see things in the corner of my eyes. Once I was so quick that I saw a ghost. I have seen loads of ghosts. I always feel like someone watching me but its because there are spirits and ghosts in this house I'm living in. I think most people have wrote the same things as you.

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