I Really Want To Know What I Am

Kind of hard to start this because I'm so much older now. Going to be 45 this year and never knew what I was I was told empathic by some feel insane though. Before the age of 10 I was able to see things that scared people that have ended up on the front page of the newspaper. Then I stopped doing it and my dreams became real. I seem to know what people are thinking and what a person really is like without knowing them. My daughter asks me how I know what she was going ask when I answer it before she asks. My dreams hmm. That's a hard one. I want to think that i'm just getting old but when I have a "real dream" as I have always called them I have the feeling that I am not in my body right if that is a good description. Have heard people say empty head feeling but I can't seem to walk after one right. Lol I know how stupid this seems. Like I said i'm going to b 45 this year and still don't know what I am. I wish someone could tell me because I have such an overwhelming feeling of something I have to do that is so important but yet I don't know what. Anyway probably just a waste of time, but dreams are starting back up and don't know what to do. Ok, I would welcome any feedback from anyone out there, that might know something. This is telling me I have to add more so this is all just random babble. I hope there is someone out there that has some similar stories, I kind of feel like the only one going through this stuff. Usually there isn't enough room to type everything you want to and this giving you too much.