As a younger child it was easy for me to talk to spirits and for them to communicate with me. As a pre-school child I saw my older twin sisters who had died as new born babies due to their premature and I could describe exactly what they looked like, which one looked more like my mum, the other my dad, what colour hair they had and what they were like as people. They grew up with me and whenever I was upset or stressed they'd be there. I could always sense their presence even if I couldn't see them and they'd help me out whenever I was particularly annoyed or frustrated. I used to tell my mother and sister exactly what I had seen and they believed me. In fact I think sometimes it scared them. As I got older I saw more than just my sisters and it brought me comfort.
Up until recently my 'visions' were as clear as day and then suddenly a few months ago when my grandmother died they stopped. I don't understand why now, when I need the spirits most they won't come to me. I've tried talking to my sisters and the numerous others that have entered my life over the years but nothing. I thought maybe it was because of my grief - me and my nana were very close - but now months after they haven't returned. I'm scared, my spirits have been with me for as long as I can remember and now they're gone and I don't understand why or how to get them to speak to me again. Is it something I've done or has my nana stopped them? I don't think she would have seeing as she was supportive of the visions when I was a child but I can't help wondering? Any help out there?