I really hope someone can help me.
This experiences have been happening to me since elementary school.
I don't know what to call them or if I'm just crazy? I was always so scared to to my parents about it. So I never did. But basically when I was around I want to see 3rd or 4th grade I could never sleep. It almost felt like I was dreaming with my eyes open. It was that real. But let me explain; here's a few of my experiences, one night I was going to sleep. I laid my head down and I was very tired, I was just about to drift into my state of sleeping but it was weird cause I never closed my eyes and I felt myself go into sleep. I don't know how to explain it and I wish I could explain this better, but basically I into the sleeping state with my eyes open. Anyway, when I was sleeping I knew I was. Anyway that night, all this sudden I heard a giggle I'm my hear. It wasn't usual female or male voice. It was evil. And it would giggle and breath heavily in my ear. Like I said before, I was "dreaming" while this happened. In my dream I couldn't talk or move. I could only see. (I would also like to note that any time I have these experiences, In my "dream state" that I'm aware of everything happening, I can never talk or move. I can only just look with my eyes) it scared me, I tried to tell my mind to wake up and it did. I woke up. It's weird cause when I wake up my eyes don't open... Cause they are already open. But I know I'm awake again cause I hear sound now and I'm able to speak. Weird isn't it? Now that you understand what happens to me when I have my experiences. I'll tell you another one. Like I said when I was younger I could never sleep cause of these experiences... One time I had a dream that I was under my covers ready to go to sleep (then I went into my sleep state again. My eyes were still open I just didn't hear sound or couldn't move.) Something picked me up In my dream, like it had me in its arms. I couldn't see who or what it was because it picked me up while I was still under my covers/blanket. Then in my dream it dropped me, and when I woke up. I was in the same place it dropped me. I was scared for my life. So frightened and didn't know why or what just happened. Probably one of the worst nights was when I was in and out of my sleeping state and those things would call my name and pin my down to my bed. And say things in my ear. I know I sound crazy, but I just want a answer, I don't know what this is or to call it. Is this demonic? Please someone answer.