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Something Else Controlling Me

 

I have this all the time. I sort of feel like (at random times) that someone or something is sort of controlling me. (For lack of a better word) I feel like they are almost using me for who knows what, because it's always at a random time. I just had it. They make me sort of feel certain ways. A few moments ago when I had it I felt weak and I felt like something was using me, controlling me, like a puppet. I always feel dazed to some degree when these happen. But I felt weak so I just walked, feeling slow and "controlled" by this thing, and flopped onto my bed and just lied down there until it went away so I could almost regain full control. Whenever this happens I feel dazed, controlled (like a puppet, as I said earlier), and slow, like if I'm walking, I am a doll and something is placing my legs in front of the other to walk.

This has happened before, and it happens frequently. Just yesterday it happened when I was with my two brothers and my grandfather walking back to his car from an arts festival. I just felt the same way: something was plunking my legs, one in front of the other.

When these happen, my head sort of has a vague ache and I can't really think straight. My consciousness seems sort of foggy, and my thinking is vague. When I'm "let go of" I have these aches all over my body and I don't know why.

I'm almost positive I am a psychic, so I'm wondering, what are these thing (s) controlling me? Are they spirits? No one has died in my family who I was very close to. The only one I remember dying was my grandfather on my mother's side of the family. It was in 2009, so I don't remember it that well. I'm wondering if this is a demon or any spirit, good or bad. The thing is, I'm doing things that aren't that significant when these happen. Nothing bad. Nothing really 'good' I suppose. Just things like walking, writing a story, sitting down and having a snack, etc. Just little things. I'm almost having it now, and I feel like there is something lingering with me. I feel something "on" my shoulders. Like an invisible weight pressing them down. I usually feel like there are things on and around me when these things happen and when they don't. So can someone explain this to me, or give me some advice?

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SSurani3 (2 posts)
 
5 years ago (2015-01-22)
I have to add one more thing. I read the part where you wrote "But I felt weak so I just walked, feeling slow and 'controlled' by this thing, and flopped onto my bed and just lied down there until it went away so I could almost regain full control." I have noticed something similar. Say I'm trying to watch a video, and this "thing" does not let me, I just close the computer down for a minute or two, and it seems like this "thing" backs down.

What I mean by that is let's say I want to watch a video, and it's buffering, and I wait and wait, and still the same until I begin to think this "thing" does not want me to watch the video. In my head, I tell myself, "okay, you know what? I'm just going to sit here, and stare at the walls," the moment I even THINK that, notice "think", not act, but the moment I think of doing that, the video starts playing again. It's crazy, but it did happen!
SSurani3 (2 posts)
 
5 years ago (2015-01-22)
I want to share with you my experience of being "controlled." So what happens to me is let's say I'm trying to apply for a job, then, my internet connection will shut down. I'm supposed to take that as a sign that I shouldn't take this job. This has happened so many times, I've lost count. If I'm not being controlled physically, then I'm controlled by my thoughts. What I mean by that is that something inside my head will tell me "Don't take a job if it's more than 20 miles away." Now I keep debating whether that thought-voice inside me is rational or demonic. I don't know, but this has happened countless times.

I used to believe, and still do, to some extent, that we have 3 voices inside us. One is ours, and the other two are God's, and Satan's. It is VERY difficult for me to distinguish one from the other, but I've learned to know the difference. Anything I get annoyed and want to say "God damn", I think to myself, "this isn't me, I know saying the Lord's name in vain is a sin, so I shouldn't say that", then, in my head, I apologize to God, and blame it on Satan, and rightly so.

I've also been in situations in public where I would get ticked off, and say a bunch of things and get into an argument, and then later realize that was not the real me. In fact, I ACTUALLY said to someone after the argument that I "almost felt possessed." Those words ACTUALLY came out of my mouth, and I said it almost unknowingly.

So overall, I don't know what or who is controlling me, but I have to say, that has become a reality of my life. Only yesterday, I went to a coffeeshop, and my laptop wouldn't turn on. I considered it a sign from the Universe, and went to a mosque instead. There are certain things this being (good or bad) always wants me to do, and sometimes its annoying. I would get the thought that I should do this, or that, or should think this or that. Out of nowhere random songs would start playing in my head. It's weird. I didn't used to be this way. I don't know if its the high blood pressure medication, or if it is because I became more religious. Either way, I pray and hope to be semi-free from this, so I can live life freely again. I like to believe that the signs guide me AWAY from trouble, and that might be true, but I don't know. Good luck.
Val3 (12 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-06-27)
I agree with RevSilverson, this could very likely be a health issue and I believe you'd benefit from following the advice and going to see a doctor. I doubt it has anything to do with demons, as you have to open a certain door for them be able to "control" you.

If the doctor tells you there isn't anything wrong with you, then there is one other theory, and to hear it, please email us at Dividention [at] outlook.com

-Val
esthersmith3 (2 stories) (24 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-06-26)
No I have had the same thing happen to me. I was in eighth grade and my friends and I were messing around with spirits and they ended up being demons who can control your body and possess you. They can control your emotions and make you want or say certain things and it is very real. I had to pray for a very long time, like a few months time before they all went away. You have to reject them and ignore what they tell you because, I don't know about you, but they could talk to me through my thoughts. It was extremely difficult getting rid of them, but I am so glad that I did because it's not good. You have a body and they do not, therefore you have more power over them. Just will it. Good luck, I hope that helped!
RevSilverson (103 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-06-25)
i don't sense any spirit activity involved. More like its a health issue- mono-neucleosis. Go to a doctor and get checked out.

Love and light...always

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