I have this all the time. I sort of feel like (at random times) that someone or something is sort of controlling me. (For lack of a better word) I feel like they are almost using me for who knows what, because it's always at a random time. I just had it. They make me sort of feel certain ways. A few moments ago when I had it I felt weak and I felt like something was using me, controlling me, like a puppet. I always feel dazed to some degree when these happen. But I felt weak so I just walked, feeling slow and "controlled" by this thing, and flopped onto my bed and just lied down there until it went away so I could almost regain full control. Whenever this happens I feel dazed, controlled (like a puppet, as I said earlier), and slow, like if I'm walking, I am a doll and something is placing my legs in front of the other to walk.
This has happened before, and it happens frequently. Just yesterday it happened when I was with my two brothers and my grandfather walking back to his car from an arts festival. I just felt the same way: something was plunking my legs, one in front of the other.
When these happen, my head sort of has a vague ache and I can't really think straight. My consciousness seems sort of foggy, and my thinking is vague. When I'm "let go of" I have these aches all over my body and I don't know why.
I'm almost positive I am a psychic, so I'm wondering, what are these thing (s) controlling me? Are they spirits? No one has died in my family who I was very close to. The only one I remember dying was my grandfather on my mother's side of the family. It was in 2009, so I don't remember it that well. I'm wondering if this is a demon or any spirit, good or bad. The thing is, I'm doing things that aren't that significant when these happen. Nothing bad. Nothing really 'good' I suppose. Just things like walking, writing a story, sitting down and having a snack, etc. Just little things. I'm almost having it now, and I feel like there is something lingering with me. I feel something "on" my shoulders. Like an invisible weight pressing them down. I usually feel like there are things on and around me when these things happen and when they don't. So can someone explain this to me, or give me some advice?
What I mean by that is let's say I want to watch a video, and it's buffering, and I wait and wait, and still the same until I begin to think this "thing" does not want me to watch the video. In my head, I tell myself, "okay, you know what? I'm just going to sit here, and stare at the walls," the moment I even THINK that, notice "think", not act, but the moment I think of doing that, the video starts playing again. It's crazy, but it did happen!