I am a 34 year old educated single mom, my experiences started as a preteens, first ghost I saw was a grandfather that had past, I woke up in the middle of the night and he was standing there, that year it seemed quite often that my bed would start shaking but it only happened in the middle of the night, I though I would see shadowed figures quite often at that time, fast forward to young adult, I felt everyone's feelings, so much so that I had to move away from the people I was closest to because it was too much to bear I was unable to understand why I kept feeling so many emotions switching up all the time. I thought it is depression, I had a child 4 years ago since then I realized I amt extremely sensitive and now as an adult I try to make sure I protect myself from negativity because it direct instantly changes my day. Doctors say it's depression and ptsd, which I thought may have been true, until I felt pain, I felt it in the same spot on the same side where my daughter had been bitten, that night when I felt the pain I didn't realize immediately what was. Going on but in my head I said hmmm that's the same spot my baby was bitten (there was a scab left afterward), I wonder if she just pulled the scab off or scratch it. Then the other day it was super hot my aunt had her front door open and I kept seeing a dark man standing there but he would not come through the door but I knew he wouldn't come in or harm anyone, weird, again it was like my mind was telling me, then yesterday I was so worried about my cousin as soon as I woke later I found out my younger cousin's anniversary of his murder
And all in my head was my aunt's worries of her daughter who is seriously mentally ill, and family, I found out when I went to my aunt's house later! Somebody help me figure it all out, am I mentally ill or crazy!