I won't bother with my name (I think that's a private thing), but I'm a 13 year old girl and I need help, desperately.
Since I was about ten years old, maybe younger about four years old, I have been able to decipher what others are feeling or if somebody is hiding something. At first I thought that maybe it's just normal for people so I ignored it. But then as I grow older I grew more curious about this. I asked my friends and family if they could sense others emotions too, but they all say no.
I think I'm either an empath, mentally unstable or I'm just hallucinating.
Whenever I talk to people the first time I immediately know what kind of people they are and what they are thinking about me. I know when people are hiding things from me and when they're telling the truth. Whenever I concentrate at people I see their 'aura' and know immediately what their mood is just by looking at them. Whenever I enter a crowded place, I feel fine at first, then when I'm free of the cloud I feel like curling in a ball and just doze off.
Then there are times when my friends are crying or emotionally unstable I touch them and I imagine myself taking the negative emotions and replacing it with my own positive emotions... Yeah it worked, and they immediately feel better. Sometimes, whenever I or somebody I know is wounded I would place my hand over that injured area and imagine myself taking away the pain and it did, and I immediately notice that it heals faster than ordinary.
This works on animals, too. I've always been sensitive to them and, most of the time, their instantly drawn to me. I could sense it if their hungry, or injured, if their happy, angry or about to attack. And they always seem responsive to my feelings, like a dog licking my knee when I'm depressed or something similar.
I also healed our dog once. Its leg was injured and I wanted so badly to make it better so it would stop crying. So I placed my palm above its injured leg and I felt my energy gushing out of me through that hand and the dog was healed a few minutes later.
I could also see the future. Not exactly 'see' but I dream of it. But just minor stuff, like what we'll do in this subject, or that my fork will drop. I also know things, like when the teacher is calling out names of who will answer her questions, or something similar, I would know who will be called, sometimes. This applies to everyone's and not just mine.
I also get bad feelings. Like only a week ago I got this uneasy feeling in my gut and I found out in the afternoon of that day that one of my best friends had a lethal illness. I get deja vus a lot, too. At first it happens every other week then it gets more frequent and now it happens about every other day or so. I get lucid dreams a lot. I can control what I do, what my dream take form as or I can simply change sad once into more happy ones.
I'm really confused and I would like to know what in the world is wrong with me. I would really appreciate it if somebody could tell me what's going on. And if I am, is it inheritable? Because if it is maybe I could interview the people in my family, and hopefully have someone to talk to about this. Thanks for reading.
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