Here are several unusual experiences I've had, all occurring past midnight (many between 3 am - 4 am). I'd like to hear your take on these stories on what may be going on and whether or not I may be getting messages in my dreams.
Ever since I was in kindergarten/elementary school, I've seen what I believe are astral bugs crawling towards me every night and they were in enormous amounts, crawling all over the room. I slept with my parents at that time and it didn't help because I saw green things covering my parent's face which were the same color as the bugs. Unfortunately, I don't recall what it was that was covering the faces.
When I was in my mid-teens, I was finally able to sleep in my own room because I no longer saw them. One time at that age, however, I believed I saw a reaper. I was upset about my life and begged to be killed a painless death preferably when I was asleep. The next morning, my alarm woke me up (it always scares me awake because it's really loud so I usually wake up with my eyes wide open) and there I saw the grim reaper in the black cloak and all. It didn't have a face, it was a skull in that cloak. That's when I thought that I was just feeling really down and I didn't really want to die. Then within a blink of my eye, it vanished.
There were a few occurrences of me waking up every day for a week at around 3-5 am feeling a strange presence and i'd get really scared so i'd turn on the lights and listen to music to distract myself.
One time, I woke up and saw a huge tarantula the size of my window! I was shocked and a little nervous at first but I eventually felt safe and slightly more comfortable with it. It wasn't doing anything just standing there across the room. After this experience, I figured that spiders must be my animal totem and I felt a bit more tolerant with spiders around.
However, last night, I had a dream with a 1-foot spider on the wall. It was pure black and had small/thin fingertips. I was calling my brother to come over and kill it for me then all of a sudden, it jumped on my head. For the first time in my life, I woke up saying "AHH!" and my sight began to change. Everything was in very small colorful circles. (As I've browsed around this site, I found out that they're called auras.) Then as my sight was developing, I saw a huge spider form right in front of me. It looked the exact same as I had in the dream except ~7 times larger - the size of a window, now that I think about it. At that time, my brother had his mattress on the floor and was sleeping in the same room as me because I had an AC. I woke my brother up and slept next to him in fear. The spider followed me. I was extremely scared and figured that it was mad because in the dream I had wanted to kill it. I covered my face with a pillow and on my sides and crawling all over me were smaller spiders, about 3 inches big. I shut my eyes really tight, then, when I opened them, everything was gone. The "auras", and spiders. Everything. I realize that I'm a pretty big coward seeing that in some posts, others have fought to fend for themselves against astral spiders. But I guess it was all the shock and fear and perhaps the lack of experience I've had dealing with spiritual entities, if I am psychic, that is.
So these were some of my stories. I realize that I'm a pretty big coward seeing that in some posts, others have fought to fend for themselves against astral spiders. But I guess it was all the shock and fear and perhaps the lack of experience I've had dealing with spiritual entities, if I am psychic, that is.
A few questions I have are, what are the effects of having aura eaten by spiders? Why are there so many bugs/insects that are green (How I saw them as a child) Also, do astral spiders only target those who see them or is it everyone?
Thanks in advance:)