I get flashes of things sometimes. Once I was at a store buying a bottle of wine and the second I touched it I knew the bottle would break all over my legs. When I got outside the bag ripped through the bottom, but since I "knew" it was going to happen I jumped backwards and made it without even a stain.
I felt so connected to my ex that two years after he and I split I could think about him really hard and emote what physically being with him felt like and I'd hear from him within days when we never speak.
Most recently I was dating a man who had been sexually abused. I could only be intimate with him when I was drunk because sometimes when he touched me I felt like I was being tickled and my whole body would jump, or I'd start crying which he never understood. This has never happened to me before.
I thought I saw a demons face the other day. Not a physical shape, but I saw in my mind's eye a gnarled troll like creature grinning and whispering in my ear. I immediately put myself in a golden light, and thought to myself that it should go away.
I have also been given messages from the dead in my dreams, like people who have passed giving me birthday gifts for their children. I've had various dreams about my grandmothers credit card being declined or bank tellers shooing her away and there was drama with her the other sides of the families about what she left behind. My family didn't ask for a dime.
Is this stuff real? Can someone make me feel better? I feel like this is ruining some parts of my life and I don't have anyone to talk to.