First, I want to say thank you for taking the time to read my story. This is a first for me but I really want and hope to get some feed back so I can understand what I'm dealing with.
I'm an army brat and I would say from the age of 3 through 16 we moved alot. I've lived in 4 different states and Germany 3 times.
I remember living in Germany, early 80's and often at times wondering if I was seeing a female ghost in my room at night or if I was just dreaming. At that time my 2 younger sisters would often ask me why was I in their room late at night? I can tell you. It wasn't me. So they were also seeing her.
When I lived in Oklahoma, mid 80's I had a wicker rocking chair in my bedroom and at times I would see it rocking back and forth on it's own. At other times I would see a girl sitting in it. And she would be rocking it. I don't know who she was or what she wanted but when we moved I left the chair.
I've had many moments over the years. Where I would pick up the emotions of others, but NEVER understood what it was or why I was feeling the way I was.
I'm a happy go lucky kind of person. I'm a talker. I'm friendly to everyone. And it drives me crazy being around a person who is mean or negative or grumpy about everything and everyone. I can't handle moody people. The emotions have me going in every direction. I try hard not to let it effect me but I have yet learned how to do that so I tend to stay home a lot.
I'm a very emotional gal, which drives me batty too. When I have PMS, most of the time I'm very weepy over everything; music, tv shows and those close to me. Ugh. I can't watch tv shows where people are getting hurt or there is lots of blood.
Loud and excited people tend to make me nervous or give me a headache and make me want to go hide. I don't care to be around a lot of people as it makes me jumpy.
Over the last 6 years I've noticed it more often. I don't see or hear but I feel when there is a ghostly presence around me. I get the jitters like I've had too much coffee. It will just hit me. I get the shakes, sometimes I will have to walk outside to calm my nerves.
My sister-in-law lives in a house with a few ghost. A older male who likes to bang on doors and walls. The other being a female spirit, that was murdered in the house but before I knew any of that. I was telling her what I was picking up on my own. Whatever was there liked her kitchen. Then I got to experience having the female spirit go through me! I was overwhelmed with sadness, freezing cold (it's summer time and the house was hot.A/C off) and sat there and cried my eyes out! At that moment I didn't understand. Meanwhile my sis-in-law and husband thought I was CRAZY! S oot, I did too. But then it hit me. I just knew it was a female spirit and she wanted me to feel her. To know she was there in that house.
It's been confirmed that a murder took place there in the early 80's. She will not leave the house. She likes to play and make noises in the kitchen. Plays with the radio. Cutting it on and off and the tv too. And she always comes around me when I go to visit. It gets extremely cold around me and my nerves at times want to jump out of my skin. And I'm very emotional.
The house I live in. For the last 2 years. I sense a presence here. Not all the time but enough that I recognize the signs. The hair stands on end. My nerves are jittery. I'm nervous. I get that feeling someone is so close by I'll get goose bumps on the back of my head or neck. I wake up in the middle of the night feeling as if someone is standing over me or close by. It's un-nerving.
I've been told by someone who is very psychic that I'm a sensitive and the color around me is yellow. And I can tell you being that close to him. The energy was insane. But he's moved and I'm left trying to figure this all out.
Please tell me I'm not crazy and how do I learn or figure this out?