I had previously posted on here needing help. Tonight I was talking to my boyfriend's girlfriend's mom and it dawned on me, I forgot the majorly important details of why I came to this site in the first place. Along with the flash of something in my shower and everything I listed happening with my mom, I have had more experiences.
In May, my great grandpa died. I had spent the day with my best friend and then we went to the apartment where she lived. I had been hyper until about 2 hours later. Then I got super depressed and felt like crying. About an hour and a half later, my grandma called my mom saying my great grandpa had passed away. Later on we had figured out about what time he passed, it was at the same time I had fallen from my hyper rush and almost broke down. After that, I easily accepted his death. That connection is what's held me so close to him now. I know that this didn't just happen to be something that just randomly came up. I feel like there was some kind of importance. There was a reason he came to me before he left. I didn't just have a major mood swing. I need help figuring this out.
I also have a weird connection with my boyfriend. If he's upset, I get a complete empty feeling in my chest. Even without him saying he's upset. Sometimes he doesn't even hint at it. So I don't know if there's anything possible with that or not.
The last thing. About 6 or 7 months ago, I had a dream that my dad's mom blacked out and ended up in the hospital. In that same dream, my dad crashed his semi and died. Anyway, the day after I had that dream, my dad's mom blacked out and ended up in the hospital. I was scared to death that my dad was going to die after that. But luckily, he's home safe.
I've been having a lot of deja vu lately. I've never seen the places. I haven't even dreamt of them. But some of them show some kind of significance to me. I cannot shake the feeling.
I hope that maybe I can find someone to help me sort this all out. It builds up more and more each day, I can feel it. I would greatly appreciate it if someone could give me advice or tips on what to do. Thanks.