I've been an active Tarot reader for about two years now, and I've done several "Past Life Readings" that I, and the recipients, have had quite phenomenal experiences with.
I have a strong intuitive base, and I know within a half hour of meeting someone whether or not their intentions are pure and whether or not I like them as a person. I am also, according to Native American culture, "two spirited".
[For those of you with no knowledge of this, I sincerely encourage you to google that phrase as well as "native american shaman", because the topic itself truly is intriguing.]
However, in addition to those gifts, I've always felt a strong pull to the dead.
And tonight, I had the image of a square, decorated tombstone in a specific cemetery. As I drew this, details such as the letter "T" and the number "6" as well as a tree pretty much placed themselves in my drawing.
I've never been known to be a scribe, and I have had few visions in the last year.
This man, there's something about him. I get the pull as though he wants to speak with me, as though I need to see him. I, however, am not sure how exactly to deal with this.
Do I go to the cemetery? Is that even safe? [To anyone who wants to tell me a spirit can't harm you, you are very, very sadly mistaken, I'm afraid.]
And if this is a demonstration of, as my partner put it, being a clairvoyant medium, then how exactly do I go about learning to utilize those abilities?
I would very much like to find a mentor who is skilled in this area, if at all possible, but I'm also not sure how to go about finding that out.
Any advice is sincerely appreciated.