I guess it started when I was about 10 or 11, I was able to feel the emotions of people in a room. I remember the first time it happened, one of my distant cousins died, and I went to the mourning family's home, and it hit me like a wall. All the emotions in one place, confusion, hurt, sadness, depression. Family member would come to hug me and I would be immersed in the emotion (They wouldn't have it show on the face, but I felt it cover me). After that I knew that, that experience wasn't normal. So, as a normal little kid I told my mom, she told me a really abnormal time with her mother having visions of a guy being in pain, so she would pray for him every time she had a vision about him, and one day a local new station did a story on a college footballer recovering, she was shocked and starting crying, and said that's the guy I saw in those visions. So, I just brushed it aside, learned how to filter it out (okay, not exactly filter it out, but numb it down a lot) over some time.
I was fourteen when I could feel energy I guess. Not like electrical buzzing or vibrations but like energy. I was running with one of my friend in my neighborhood and I got really really tired, and I lay in a field of grass. It can sort of slow at first, but I felt the energy from the earth flowing to me (Or through me I don't know it's difficult to describe), at first it came from the grass, then it got deeper and stronger, it was almost like a pull. I felt it swirling in my fingertips, crawling up my arms. I wasn't tired anymore. I felt strong... *fast forward to now* But I this occasionally, It come really helpful when my head is hurting etc. (Oh, and I've tested this thing out, It only happens with like rivers, and the ground, and lakes, and like campfires etc.) (I've tried it with air but it's different than what I'm use to)
And the most recent thing that freak me up really. (That made me go to this website). I was in a house that I had never been in before and I found a clear marble on the ground. I looked at it, and almost a pull or a trail lead me upstairs in the homeowner's bedroom's closet. I'm the closet. I found an urn, with a gold top. I opened the top and the urn was filled of the same kind of clear marbles. This kind of freaked me out, before I had NEVER been in that house before. I had NEVER seen the urn before, and I had NEVER seen that marble before. To be honest, it scared me, but then it also intrigued me.
SO, I've tried it dibble-dabble in some things that I thought were related to this, like enchanting and "energy-manipulating" (I just made that term up, I don't know what to call it) and attempting to read peoples thoughts, just little stuff nothing huge, or serious. Enchanting was successful, I just gathered a bunch of energy in my hand, and pushed it inside of a ring, and I feel the energy in it when I wore it) (I don't think I'm a mind-reader, but I've had instance where, I got in my cats head, making him do things, not mind-control, but I guess planting ideas and actions in his head. For example, I don't like my cat sleeping in my bedroom, so I'll find him asleep on my bed when I'm ready to go to bed, or I would wake up in the night of the night to him lying on the foot of the bed. I concentrate really hard, and I get past something, but I felt a break if I concentrated long enough. And I thought really hard about him leaving my room, and he would wake up, and leave my bedroom. (This had happened more than once).
This along with a couple of more weird things have happened, So I was wonder what am I because most people don't have these instances, and I want to meet people that are going through he same thing I'm going through, or is more experience. I'm so lost, I feel like I could do more, and control things more, if I got the right guidance, but first I need to know am I a psychic, or a witch or something else. (I don't know about the witch though, I'm black so I'm don't think I'm from some ancestry of witches, but my family is from The Caribbean, but there is a lot of Voodoo practices down there) I'm just looking for answers, please help me.