For almost a year now I've working hard to develop my psychic abilities. I can use voluntary Intuition, psychic shielding, and chakra healing. I had noticed for a while that while I was able to block outside influence but I still felt feelings holding me back from properly practicing.
After looking more into the issue, I learned more about how interactions with people can result in perceivable influences. In addition, I discovered how energy links can occur between people and can have adverse effects even if negative energy is being blocked. After meditating some, I found four separate offending links channeling bad feelings to me. Two of them were in the form of thick chains, and two in the form of pink-orange energy. It turned out that two of them were from close family members. I learned how to use a technique that would allow me to shatter them, but for a brief time they could feel pain from the disconnection until a different energy was directed to heal them. I was too kind-hearted to risk that pain even if it were only for an instant. At one point it felt like my personality and what needed to be done were in great conflict with each other over what I should do. This resulted in some heartache during which time I could barely act.
Unexpectedly, I felt a harsh pain in the back of my head that kept on for nearly an hour. After the affect subsided, I tried to feel the location of the links again. To my surprise, I discovered that all four binding links had been disconnected from me. They were removed but I could tell that they didn't cause the repercussions that traditional tactics would have caused.
Over time, I could see in my mind's eye that the links themselves remained but appeared to be rising into the sky. Eventually they seemed to enter space and disintegrated completely. I could visualize a great deal of green energy extending past my body and felt a great inner tranquility at the time. I understand that such occurrences can be a sign that a strong emotion is being felt. After that I never felt truly influenced by those I was connected to anymore, and I accepted what had happened to me. As I had hoped, the people I struggled with had felt no adverse effects from the incident.
There are two things I am wondering though. First, is the green energy I saw around my body potentially a form of aura energy? Second, is it possible to have a link with a past version of yourself? More recently I've used a voluntary tactic for breaking a link that appeared to have connected my present and past self in the sense that I didn't believe in psychic abilities, but do now.