Didn't Know Where Else To Go

My real name is really long and hard to pronounce, but it means Angel. So I guess you can call me that. My psychic experiences began at a young age, when I was 5 or 6, when the car my family and I was living in, burned down. I have had many experiences throughout my life, but what I wanted to talk about isthinking of someone directly before they die. This is something that happened a couple months ago. I was walking in wal-mart my younger sister. When we were checking out, the person's face popped up in my head, then I got this terrible panicky feeling and the whole time I felt something was wrong. I saw a picture of the. Person on the way out. Then when I had gotten to taco bell, I found out that person had died. Now I do not know this person, but I know of this person. And I had a small crush on this guy. We had a LOT in common. Even though I didn't know him at all, he never knew me, I couldn't help but feel as though something has been ripped from me. Like I'm missing something, like something is wrong. He is not the only one who I've had this happened with. But I've never felt this way about the others. I would put these experiences down, but this one is long enough, so COMMENT please if you want to know about them. I've looked at the person's time of death and it was the exact time I was at wal-mart. I feel very guilty about the feeling I have about this guy. I mean it should be his family and friends feeling this way not me. This empty feeling. I haven't told anyone about this experience or the other ones, except my mom, for fear of being labeled crazy. I tried to go to a psychic, but I got this strange bad feeling outside her shop, so I just left. I don't have anyone to talk to to make sense of all this, so I'm hoping someone on here would help me. -Angel