From a young age I have been interested in the supernatural but just recently I have taken an even bigger interest in the subject. And since I have become more interested I have had supernatural things happen, like tingling sensations on certain parts of my body but I'm not complaining they are really relaxing.
There was a time when I saw a white blob go through my ceiling, and another time, a white mist game from behind my telly. And I have also seen black figures, like this time when I saw a black figure walk past my porch and when I looked, it was gone but there was definitely some thing there because as soon as I looked to see who it was, my dog looked in amazement in the same direction with her eyes wide open and ears broadened, as if someone was standing there. This has happened more than once. And also I taste things and smell things at random times like a clairsentient would. I also feel depressed some days then don't for no reason.
I don't know if I'm psychic but I do have premonitions and a lot of deja vus and can feel if something bad is going to happen or if something good is going to happen. Since I have been studying the supernatural and psychics, I read that meditation can put you in the alpha state with practice. The alpha state is where your 5 senses become more sensitive which would mean I have been going in to the alpha state without knowing what was going on, because sometimes when I look at someone or an object, then my vision goes different, like everything seems far away except the person I'm concentrating on and everything seems so loud,. If I close my eyes whilst in the alpha state I see strange images that I have never seen before, which makes no sense to me, this has been happening since about the age of 4 or 5 maybe.
If there is anyone out there who can explain to me what I am and what gift I have, if I have one, please write to me I need confirming thanks.
If I do have a psychic gift or mediumistic powers, I would accept and respect my gift and would like to go somewhere with it, in years to come.