Lately I have been having a hard time with people in general. Main reason being an empathic person and sometimes telepathically reading people. Sometimes you go through a period of life where everything seems like one big mustard stain that you can't get out of your clothes ha-ha. As most of you know being an empath can have its troubles, as well as rewards. But here are just a few examples of some people I've run into lately.
Yesterday, I was picking up very expensive Chinese food for a shower and the lady I picked it up from with someone else, seemed to be 'nice' to all the normal people, but I immediately told my mother when I got into the car, that this lady was a b****. My mother didn't believe me, until that night she went to the shower and low and behold a friend at the party by random brought up that the blonde hair lady at the counter was indeed a b****. It was funny to hear the story when she got home, though not funny that the lady gave me a horrid headache because of all the evil energy she possessed... Not kidding.
Then this morning I am just minding my own business on the couch, when my brother arrives home with his friend... Which again doesn't bother me. However, later these two chickadees come over and I get angry. Not angry at the sight of them, no but by the energy they put off. One of them was alright; the other was way too egotistical and snobby... Even though she looked 'normal'. I was reading her mind and she thought I was antisocial, I was thinking well I am only antisocial because of you idiots that are so consumed by petty manners that you have the most dull conversations that last for dreaded hours on one topic!
Sure enough a few minutes later she musters the courage (or lack of brains) to ask my brother *silently* if I am antisocial, and I am just laughing in my mind, plus a bit ticked off at this point. I guess she assumes that I cannot hear her since she was a few rooms down, maybe again because she is in her own little bubble.
Why is it that people assume that when they are talking about 'private' matters the public magically cannot hear them? Though I have met a few nice people, but lately this week I've just been running into nightmarish humans. My own friend won't even 'connect' with me because she is ashamed of herself. I rarely select best friends, when I do it means that they have a naturally good energy or either good spirit about them, which believe me, is truly hard to find these days.
But sometimes what's worse than a rude person is a genuinely good person who is so horrified by their actions that they turn away from their own friends. But not in a complete 'antisocial' type of way, a way in which they try to fit in with another clique, but you see that they are in lots of pain. Their mind isn't all there and most of the time they are just plain dazed. I've tried to help, but I've done all I can now it's just their turn to figure it out for themselves. But it does hurt to see ones that you love go through this transition it is hard to see, because sometimes they never do come out the same way again... But hopefully they will redeem themselves. In a few years I bet we'll be back in contact... Happens to almost everyone I make a connection to, why I am not so worried about that.
However, now I am making a change, I am drained of holding in what I sense from people, each time (for the most part) when negativity is exploited near or on me I will in a certain manner tell them how their energy is coming off. I am sick of nasty energy running amuck, this time I will not be afraid to share every detail of what I feel from them, even if it hurts them, now is a time for change, for a better tomorrow and I am certainly ready for it.