First off I am new to this site and I am so glad I found somewhere that I can read up on peoples stories and know that there is a place to go where there is others like me. Although not sure if anyone else has or had what's going on right now, that's why I'm asking this question.
Since I was around 4 or 5 I have been able to see things. I didn't know what they were at the time and not until I was a teen did I finally realize they were spirits, they would come to me in a weird way that scared me and I would always run in my parents room. Of course they would tell me it was nothing, come look and say go back to bed. Then when I was a teen my parents became very religious and I was taught that the things I was seeing where evil so I tried very hard to block it and didn't tell anyone about what I could do or see, it worked for a little while.
After growing up and starting a family of my own I started to open back up and I noticed that my kids where sensitive as well, my son more then my daughter. One time when he was about 4 years old, He came into my room one night and ask me to tell the teacher in his room that this isn't her classroom and if I could ask her to leave. So we both sat on his bed and told her to leave and that she was scaring my son, but if she wanted to come back later I would help her.
I am able to know what's happening at that moment in time someplace else. Also with spirit if I focus on one, who could be in a completely different place I have never been and I can see what they were seeing threw there eyes. I also would help friends with loved ones that had crossed over.
Things like this would happen on and off but it seemed like it was spurts. There where times when I was really sensitive and times when I wasn't but nothing like I am at this moment. Right now and the last 3 months I feel completely blocked and to be honest I don't like it the feeling just doesn't seem right, like I'm missing something I have had or have been use to all my life.
3 months ago my son (who is 15 years old) and I moved 4 states away. I had met someone, him and I got a place together with my son. My parents and my daughter who is 19 and in college are back home. But since my move or even before that is when I feel like my clarity is gone. Does it just go away?
The other day I was meditating like I have in the past but not as often as I probably should and that meditation was the best I have ever experienced. It was so clear I can't even explain it but it seem fantastic. Anyway since then I have had a bad headache in the middle of my forehead, I guess where they say your third eye is.
I just don't know what's going on but it just doesn't feel right. I was wondering if anyone had any incite as to what I should do or if my abilities would come back or if they are gone forever. Thanks, Angela