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Feeling Blocked In My Ability

 

First off I am new to this site and I am so glad I found somewhere that I can read up on peoples stories and know that there is a place to go where there is others like me. Although not sure if anyone else has or had what's going on right now, that's why I'm asking this question.

Since I was around 4 or 5 I have been able to see things. I didn't know what they were at the time and not until I was a teen did I finally realize they were spirits, they would come to me in a weird way that scared me and I would always run in my parents room. Of course they would tell me it was nothing, come look and say go back to bed. Then when I was a teen my parents became very religious and I was taught that the things I was seeing where evil so I tried very hard to block it and didn't tell anyone about what I could do or see, it worked for a little while.

After growing up and starting a family of my own I started to open back up and I noticed that my kids where sensitive as well, my son more then my daughter. One time when he was about 4 years old, He came into my room one night and ask me to tell the teacher in his room that this isn't her classroom and if I could ask her to leave. So we both sat on his bed and told her to leave and that she was scaring my son, but if she wanted to come back later I would help her.

I am able to know what's happening at that moment in time someplace else. Also with spirit if I focus on one, who could be in a completely different place I have never been and I can see what they were seeing threw there eyes. I also would help friends with loved ones that had crossed over.

Things like this would happen on and off but it seemed like it was spurts. There where times when I was really sensitive and times when I wasn't but nothing like I am at this moment. Right now and the last 3 months I feel completely blocked and to be honest I don't like it the feeling just doesn't seem right, like I'm missing something I have had or have been use to all my life.

3 months ago my son (who is 15 years old) and I moved 4 states away. I had met someone, him and I got a place together with my son. My parents and my daughter who is 19 and in college are back home. But since my move or even before that is when I feel like my clarity is gone. Does it just go away?

The other day I was meditating like I have in the past but not as often as I probably should and that meditation was the best I have ever experienced. It was so clear I can't even explain it but it seem fantastic. Anyway since then I have had a bad headache in the middle of my forehead, I guess where they say your third eye is.

I just don't know what's going on but it just doesn't feel right. I was wondering if anyone had any incite as to what I should do or if my abilities would come back or if they are gone forever. Thanks, Angela

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earthangel75 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-03-04)
mistynightblues No I haven't meditated since then, but I do have just a light lingering headache in that spot nothing like it was. I was planning on meditating again today and see how that goes. I'll let you know.

I too at times when I'm doing something around the house just close my eyes for a minute or two and be aware of my surrounding. When I use to do this I ALWAYS have someone either in my face or see spirit around me. Since everything going on I had a hard time seeing anything up until the last day or 2, its like I see them but they are like faded in the distance. I'll take it though its more then I was seeing.

I'll just let it come back gradually and not force it, that's what I have always done with spirit, I've never went to them, I've always just let them come to me.

Although I do remember this one time I was doing a reading of a someones house and went into the basement, as I was coming down the stairs to my right stood a elderly man with a confused look on his face, like he was trying to figure out how he was seeing me or what he was seeing. Made me wonder if spirit only sees certain people when they don't try or maybe he was wondering how I got on his plane... There were other people with me and he didn't even take a glance at them just me. I don't know it just seemed odd and I will never forget that. It was nothing were he was trying to get my attention or was making his presences known it was like we just ran into each other and he was shocked and confused. I just said hello and made my way around the basement as he followed in the distance with a couple tools in his hand like he was working on something and I interrupted.
Mistynightblues (2 stories) (4 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-03-02)
Hi, I am not sure I can add anymore information outside of what MrE has provided. I just wanted you to know that I empathy with your story. My father became very religions. I too, when young would see spirits and as you said they would come in many strange forms. One use to visit me constantly in the shape of a large thumb. Lol and Like your parents, I too was sent back to my bedroom frighten. My daughter use to have a pretend friend when she was 3. Her friend had a strange name and lived in the storage room. I guided her through this experience as carefully as I could. Now, I do not feel spirits as I use to. I am still able to feel from people, see things before they happen. Every now and then I do readings for close people. But, I feel like there is so much more for me to learn and that I really didn't take the time to study, embrace it to its fullness. My Dear, find your inner-self again, believe in yourself. Sometimes, I close my eyes when I do things around the house or when I am typing, I find doing this helps me with my senses. (Now don't go hurting yourself). Lol
All the best to you and I am pretty sure you have not lost your abilities. By the way... Have you meditated since your last post? If yes, did you have a headache?
MrE (1 stories) (168 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-03-02)
You are welcome.

Try not to stress about it too much, just let things flow.

Wether you are a person with strong gifts and abilities, or just a normal, everyday Jane, it doesn't decrease your value as a individual.

Sometimes the hardest thing to do in live is find peace with who we are, or who we have become.

It does sound like you have the foundation in place for getting back to where you are, with is good. Don't let go of it, but don't let it consume you either.

In any case, I am glad to have helped provide comfort.
earthangel75 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-03-02)
Thank you for your comment and I will consider all you have said. I am over the age of 30 and yah you are right about me not exercising my ability, that I kind of put on the back burner from moving and getting everything back to normal after moving. I talked to a friend of mine today and she seems to believe because of my circumstance that it might just be the company I'm keeping and "something" blocking my ability to keep me from harm or negativity. I am in the processes of moving back and getting away from it as soon as my lease is up. I also think that you might be right on me overdoing it as well, my meditation was a past life meditation and that same day I did a cleansing which I haven't done in a long time. I think I will slowly build it back up but need to somehow keep this negativity at bay and surround myself with light, something I was always told I had around me but feel it has faded some.
MrE (1 stories) (168 posts)
 
6 years ago (2014-02-27)
There is a theory that some people believe that states, if you don't exercise your mental muscle, you lose it at about the age of 30.
It gets pretty deep, and some people say that phsyical fitness and diet also affect it.
SO it might be a matter of getting back to your roots.
It might also be a matter that it's gone.

One experience I've had regarding something close to what you are describing...
My mother used to be able to see auras very clearly.
It was practically impossible to lie to her.
Then, about the time a very close friend of her died, my mom lost the ability.
She believes it was to protect her from seeing her friend's aura as she died.

Another thought is... If you have a headache in the middle of your head, about where the third eye would be... You might have been OVER using it, and it needed to rest.
This thought goes along the lines of how adult onset diabetes works... Your organ produces too much insulin, wears down, and stops working.
There's no telling if the abilities you have are gone, or are just strained. Maybe try resting until you don't have the headache, then try working back into using it again.
I know that's easier said than done... I have personally been so overwhelmed by voices and emotional energy that I haven't even been able to sleep at times.
For me, it was a matter of getting all the energy to align, and getting all the voices to agree.
It did not happen overnight.

It could also be a indicator of more serious medical issues... Of which, I will not even begin to try to diagnose, and would suggest you consulting a doctor, in whatever way you can afford, and feels most comfortable to you.

In any case, hope this helps.

God bless

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